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tummy ache....
Written at 4:27 PM on Friday, June 29, 2007 0 comment(s)

i had been having tummy ache the whole morning..might be food poisoning..didn't feel hungry at all...just felt like not moving and resting a lot...feel lazy and tired and kep on sweating..had to excused myself from law class just now and had to skip business class just now but feeling much better now...the toilet suddenly became my best friend...haha!!!my room is so damn hot and yet i feel so cold...


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


feeling of envy?
Written at 3:36 AM on Thursday, June 28, 2007 0 comment(s)

do you ever had a feeling that you envy someone very much..the fact that they have more money,a better life or a better person then you are?looking back into my 18 years of life,i feel very much like any normal teenagrs would but somehow after coming to college,i kinda took a step back and i notice that a lot of students in my college are a lot more better off then i am...it's not that i am complaining but i guess sometimes,i do really envy people who are rich to begin with only to have achieved so much more...i do wonder....i guess i can't really complain much because i'm not that not-so-not-well-off myself...i guess i can be considered as just normal...not much different from others though i do respect the saying "everyone is special"...well,i guess,it just goes to show that i did not worked hard enough when i had the opportunity and i deeply regret it....


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


my toilet experience...
Written at 2:30 AM on 0 comment(s)

why do people go to toilet and not close the door?just now i went to the toilet and i tried going into my favourite toilet(the cleanest one) and when i pushed the door,it wasn't locked and maybe because i had been keeping it in for a short time,it was almost bursting,so maybe i did pushed the door a little too hard and when i did that,i kinda startled the girl and one of her leg went into the "ma tong"(toilet bowl)...eww,dono before that she was doing big or small business..well,i just apologized and went to the next door toilet....dono should i be the one who's feeling shy or should it be her..a lesson to be learn...do close the toilet door when you decide to used it no matter to do big or small...


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


feeling down and a lil' hungry..
Written at 1:57 AM on 0 comment(s)

hmmm...feeling really down after sms-ing someone...well,after that i "visited" phey shan's blog...her blog somehow always makes me feel hungry....hmm...she's got lots of delicacies photo...hmmm...yummy yummy...oh..pardon me..the glutton side of me is out again..wahaha!!can't really blame me though...i ate my dinner around 4 sumting and after that nothing else d ...hmm..well,tomorrow class will be at 8....gotta wake up around 6 and I'm still not sleeping yet!!i should get my butt to bed...well,physically,I'm on my bed d...just can't sleep...maybe I'm still not used to this bed after sleeping on my comfy bed back home for 2 weeks ++...can't wait to get home during august but i know that when august comes,I'll be getting my results and it is either I'll be going back home with a smiley face or a sad face..and when i do get home in august,i can't play all that much because the mock exam is directly after my trip back here...I'll be coming back on Sunday and the test will then be on the following day...scary....so rush...after the mock exam then I'll be having my A2 exam after a few months..why do i keep talking bout my exams and release of my results all the time..worry myself silly...well,at least weekend is something i can look forward to back in college...


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


hmm...i wonder...
Written at 4:48 PM on Wednesday, June 27, 2007 0 comment(s)

being a Malaysian have it's ups and downs...why is it that i love Malaysia?
is it the food?






or is it the friendliness of it's citizens of the country?








even though a lot of us come from different groups of culture,we can still smile and be friends together...









or is it the beautiful scenery?










it's flora and fauna?



is it it's multi-coloured festivals?
Chinese New Year





Deepavali
Hari Raya
or is it it's infrastructures?

hmmm..i don't really know the specific reason...i guess i just love Malaysia as a Malaysian..it's beauty is a beauty which cannot be seen but can be felt...


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


he decided to...
Written at 12:37 AM on 0 comment(s)

he decided to let me go..because he's afraid of what the future might be...sometimes,i wonder..what love really is?must it exist to continue life?but i like the feeling of being loved and loving someone so much...it really drives me crazy....without love,i won't be able to feel all the wonderful feelings have for my friends and family...but,when you feel frighten to take the first step forward,you are giving yourself more chances to let me go...why did you decide on that decision...do you think we don't know each other that well yet?maybe you are right to take this decision...maybe we should see what happens in future...no matter what,i will not deny that i do have feelings for you..right here,right now...i hope you do too....


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


Hop To The Beat
Written at 11:04 PM on Tuesday, June 26, 2007 0 comment(s)

i just came back from an event organised by my college...it's called "Hop To The Beat"...It's really fun...a lot of dancers from different places come to compete...there's a group which consist of the eldest sister,the younger brother and the youngest sister...really talented la...fuyoh...even Victor from Malaysian Idol came...but malang-nia,no autograph session...if not i sure buy the CD one...but his songs not bad not bad....hmmm...sumore cannot take photo with him..hmmm,who have I met up til now a??

1.Jaclyn Victor
2.Vic Teoh
3.Nita
4.Tank
5.Daniel Lee
6.Victor

hmmm,i guess no one else...hope to meet more famous ppl like them sumore o..even though i don't like them but really fun to be able to meet them o...


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


i think...
Written at 1:17 PM on 0 comment(s)

i think i've fallen for u....why did u walk into my life and leave me feeling so disappointed...why can u give me happiness and sadness at the same time..will you make sure of your own feeling so that i won't get hurt again...i love you and yet..i'm afraid but i think i've really fallen for u...


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


random pictures from my phone
Written at 2:52 AM on Monday, June 25, 2007 0 comment(s)













xoxo,

Su-Quinn


back in INTI
Written at 11:15 PM on Sunday, June 24, 2007 0 comment(s)

just came back from hometown today....miss home so much d now..class will be starting tomorrow and it will be at 2...even on Friday I'll be having class..I'll be having class till four on Fridays...haiz...brought my slow cooker back d..but got no fridge and no market nearby..can't really cook much..just cook porridge and sweet dish lo..haha...eat lots of white porridge...going back in another 1 month plus...but when i go back during august..i also cannot play much geh....coz right after my 2 weeks holiday,i'll be having my MOCK exam d....haiz...den after that will be my A2 paper d....den after that i graduate d..haha!!!


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


starbucks
Written at 11:04 PM on Tuesday, June 19, 2007 0 comment(s)

right now I'm in Starbucks coz the router back home is busted....haiz....not much to blog about really coz nothing much happened lately...only thing is that i went to the beach on Saturday with kai tien and hsu leng..we had lots of fun until i kicked(ter-kicked) sand into hsu leng's eyes...he he!!!didn't intended too...serious...sorry o...her birthday was on 18Th and today's her Chinese birthday..since i didn't wished her yesterday because my 012's credit expired and since my Internet spoilt,i would like to give her a shout out here in blogger...HAPPY BIRTHDAY HSU LENG...may u have many many days like this to come and may u have fun spending it with ur best friends...ha ha!!!i feel really heavy hearted that I'll be getting back to college soon..saddening..anyone wanna gimme a ride to the airport??ha ha!!I'm friendless..no ones wanna spare me some time also..haiz..how pathetic my life is...well,results for my AS will be out soon...SCARY...so afraid la...can't really breathe freely till my results come out and if i did badly in my exam....i will disappoint myself and my family....how nice if I've finished my A-Level..den i wouldn't have to worry so much bout it....haiz....what a saddening event....to suffer while waiting for my results...


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


a birthday cum farewell party
Written at 2:22 PM on Friday, June 15, 2007 0 comment(s)

tomorrow my friend will be having a farewell cum party...what should i get a person who will be going away and also having a birthday as well?should get how many presents?can don't give presents?hmmm....later I'll be visiting my mui coz very long din c her d...wonder how is she??these few days my car has been infested by ants...he he!!!too sweet...i had to kill all of them..ha ha!!!(evil laughter)well,i do feel pity for them but there are just too many of them...coz i park my car beside the dog pound and got lots of ants there..i wish i have an ant eater...wa...den he must be very full....well,i think i killed around 1000 ants...how sinful....really have to clean clean a bit d that place...well,today not much activities lo..no one wanna pei me..ha ha!!I'm so friend-less....now gotta finish preparing the present..hmm....


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


a sick friend
Written at 12:47 AM on 0 comment(s)

i went to visit a sick friend of mine in hospital..she was admitted for gastric...so kids,do not on diet and get gastric....so pitiful...keep on blek blek blek(vomit)...and sumore pain till cry....hehe!!!just eat three meals a day and exercise normally if u wanna be slim and have a tone body...better den suffering like her....well,i hope she will get well soon...seeing her suffering make me feel so pity for her...well,at least she has her bf there for her..when me n a friend of mine left,her bf came...how sweet...if me...even if i do die,no one would care for me....i admitted to a friend of mine that i had a crush on sumone and she don't believe me..how come when i tell the truth no one belives me..haha...probably coz it's not really love..it's just my silly little crush in my silly little world where true love had never existed...hopefully one day lo...one day,i will be able to find the right man if not woman...haha!!!


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


enemies who became good friends
Written at 2:39 AM on Thursday, June 14, 2007 0 comment(s)

my friend,hsu leng,she was my enemy when we were in secondary school.it all started with a small argument and finally cause us to argue and became enemy...after not talking for quite some time,we finally began talking again when we went to Genting for holidays after the SPM...I'm really glad that we became friends back again...especially now that lots of my friends are already on a different path and i find it sometimes hard to communicate with them especially when they begin talking bout their school mates which i sometimes have totally no idea who they are...well,back to my friend again...i just wanna say that I'm glad we're no longer fighting and good luck with your results...since u just finish ur exam..just enjoy to the fullest for a few days den begin slaving away again...ha ha!!!i often said that once a friend,always a friend..well,no matter how i tried,friends keep slipping away and i always end up having nothing much left..but i do appreciate and glad to have had met all those people who have had left footprints in my heart and even though we're on different path now,i sincerely hope that you achieve everything that u wanna achieve and working hard towards it..hsu leng,thanks a lot for being my friend..i do appreciate this enemy-friend relationship of ours...whenever u need to sigh and u need a shoulder to lean on,i wanna tell u that I'll always be there for u...and next time please don gang up with ur mummy to bully me again OK...and thanks for chia ing me just now...ha ha!!!tomorrow we go out ha...don go out with they all..u should come out with us...


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


back home
Written at 4:04 PM on Wednesday, June 13, 2007 0 comment(s)

today's Wednesday and it's the 4th day I'm back home...seems like two weeks really isn't much and it seems as tho it isn't enough for me to spend my holidays..going back to college soon and my A2 will be starting soon after that....scary...so,my AS results will be out in AUGUST....and den I'll see whether do i have to resit the paper or not...right now,I'm really not doing much but just sitting around doing practically nothing and just helping around the house...well,seems like all my other friends are having lots of fun with their holidays..good to know....hate it so much that holidays will be over soon and it seems like it has just began....hmmm....i'm currently preparing a present for one of my friends and that present really is difficult to complete...hopefully i do complete it by this week....my hands are feeling really weak now....and they keep trembling...haha...weak hand...well,might have lots of time to blog and might not....my bro will be having an expo this week on Saturday....if i help him out,I'll have RM50...if i don't nothing will happen but i will have an opportunity cost of RM50..ha ha!!poor poor me....feel so poor during holidays because no pocket money....


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


Thank GOD i found you
Written at 10:35 PM on Friday, June 8, 2007 0 comment(s)


i'm now in LCCT is coffee bean..i feel so thankful to have had found the power supply to charge my laptop..otherwise i wouldn't know what i should do until 6 am...and i can't fall asleep because i have to guard my dearest laptop and my bag which consist of lots of rubbish....i'm so thankful to have found you..haha!!!yesterday,Tank came to INTI and even though i don't like him,i still went to see him because my sister wanted his autograph so badly and i uploaded his video into youtube....



wow...the connection here is really fast...i dowan go home d..i wanna stay here...haha!!!


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


A sigh of relief
Written at 12:53 PM on 0 comment(s)

Today i just finish my last paper for my AS examination...fwuu...felt so relief but somehow,i felt really frightened that i might not answer well...whatever the outcome,i've done my best and i'll just have to wait for the result to come out..till then,i just have to continue my life just as it it...my A2 will be here soon and that will be another challenge for me to face...i'm afraid to face it because as to what i know,it's really difficult...everyone seems really excited to be going home today..too bad i'll have to wait till tomorrow to reach home...miss home so much...too bad,i'll have to over night at LCCT..like a beggar....wuu wuu..too bad too bad..hopefully they have power adapter there so that i can online for a few hours..haha!!!and i can finish up my prison break...well,right now i wanna go pack up my things so i'll be ready later..toodelus...


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


IQ Question
Written at 7:43 PM on Thursday, June 7, 2007 0 comment(s)




My friend's roomie,Alice brought an IQ Question for us but the only thing is that the question is not actually is a question..so this is how the question looks like...so do u know how to get the ring out of the thing??after doing a few times,i finally find it easy to get it out and put it back in..hehe..maybe my IQ isn't all that low..ha ha!!!


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


McD
Written at 1:58 PM on Wednesday, June 6, 2007 0 comment(s)

recently,i got addicted to McD=.= weird rite..which kinda made me remember an incident which happened when i went back for Chinese new year..that time i went to McD with my bf and i wanted to buy McFlurry...i was queuing up behind a woman and two of her kids..i think those kids are just around 5-6 years old and they wanted to eat so many things and well,not trying to be insulting but i think the woman's kinda poor...I'm really not insulting her because i think I'm just pretty OK off myself..not rich and not that poor just kinda poor...well,the woman did not thought much of the service tax and the government tax..and well,she bought two McValue meal for the two kids because they were making so much noise and she ended up not having enough money to pay for the meal..she took out RM10 and she asked the waitress what she could get for the RM10 that she has?well,her purse is kinda empty..and her purse is not those LV or purse which rich people have..her purse is those which people buy gold and those people in the gold shop would put the gold box in those small purse...well,i already felt pity enough for her seeing that she doesn't have enough money to pay for the two McValue meal and that stupid waitress looked at the woman as if she's never seen a poor woman and she was getting annoyed...she's just a waitress which was part of her job to serve who-so-ever that was in line and was trying to get an order..it's not like the woman purposely did not want to have money to buy all the McD for her kids...it's just because she doesn't have enough money for it..i hate it when people look down on poor people...especially just a stupid little waitress...i have had a good mind to report the waitress to the manager but i didn't want to make a big deal out of it..and besides,it's not really good to interfere with other people's business..they might not appreciate it and end up being against you...well,i just hope i won't ever be the one which the waitress look down upon..why does the world revolve around money??oh,FYI,i ended up not getting my McFlurry because i couldn't stand the waitress's attitude...and after seeing her attitude,i ended up being not that hungry...


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


me in the morning
Written at 5:42 AM on Sunday, June 3, 2007 0 comment(s)

friendster is having it's maintenance and i won't be able to log in to it for a short period of time..i can't sleep and i don't have the mood to study...why?i totally have no idea..i shouldn't be this way..i know but i somehow just won't feel tired and my room is sorta like an oven only no matter how it roast me,i won't cook...haha!i kinda miss home right now..kinda miss my daddy and mummy,kinda miss my room and my dolls..kinda miss just laying back instead of having so many exams....kinda just miss everything back home...I'm such a "sulker"...yesterday,everyone kept talking bout dolphins and Japanese people..it seems that Japanese people somehow torture dolphins and then killed them...felt kinda pity for those dolphins seeing that they are so cute and i wonder how those people could just cut up a cute dolphins and see them suffer like that?don't they feel pity?and dolphins are on the edge of extinction..not really but if it keeps going on like that..the dolphins won't be able to produce half as fast as the people are eating them...well,i kinda hope to sorta eat up the people who are eating those dolphins...if it's not illegal to kill,i think i would first start by torturing his family members den slowly cut a wound and then marinate the flesh with salt..not only will this cause pain to those people but i guess it would taste better too...den maybe i won't eat that man and he'll feel guilty for torturing the dolphins because the dolphins are just like them..might be a father,mother or even a son or daughter...i guess,every action and decision you make will have it's own consequences and we should take full responsibility for our act...i guess I'm really pathetic in the morning...hmmm...must be too hungry...haha!

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xoxo,

Su-Quinn


i miss u so much
Written at 8:55 PM on Saturday, June 2, 2007 0 comment(s)

being in a foreign place with limited friends and family close to you is very torturing for me...today one of my friend is having a birthday party at the beach...how fun!i wish i could be there with them...HAPPY BIRTHDAY SU-I...even though I've been away from home for more den a year now,i still constantly misses my hometown and all my friends and family...can't wait can't wait can't wait to get back home...after next week's exam,I'll be heading home...hmm...things i wanna do when i get home:

eat
sleep
play
go to Genting
meet up with all my friends

hmmm....so many things i wanna do..yet so little time..hmmm...i don't think so I'll be going for my guitar lessons anymore..maybe when i start working during the after-A-Levels-break....worried that i don't have enough time and my dad's really poor now...haiz...how poor i feel right now...money o money,why do you keep on giving me so much trouble..i worry bout you day and night,do you know that?

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xoxo,

Su-Quinn


Noise Pollution
Written at 7:15 PM on 0 comment(s)

OMG.....it's vibrating here..i don't know what function my stupid college is having but the whole D block is vibrating because the music coming from the function is so loud...i thought staying in hostel would give me more peace but how come it's getting noisier and noisier....but i guess it's still more decent den staying in an apartment..when me and my friends visited my friend's apartment,we heard the "neighbours" playing blue movie and they turned their speakers on so loud...maybe they were testing their speakers and they ran out of Cd's so they used blue movies?noise pollution..i used to be the one being the "polluter" but now that I'm being polluted,i guess i knew how those people felt during those times...and the other day someone was playing fire crackers...what do they think this is??a pasar malam??and it's not even new year...haha!i think today is a good day because lots of people are getting married...of course,I'm not invited to any of those weddings because it's not my friends or relatives...just being a kepo..haha!as always...

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xoxo,

Su-Quinn


a love found,lost but not forgotten...
Written at 1:25 PM on 0 comment(s)

recently,i saw my ex and i saw him holding another girl's hand...i dono what i was thinking but it felt like a lot of things were going through my head...i've let him go and i thought i've moved on...but seeing him being with another girl somehow made me felt sad..actually,i should be happy for him..shouldn't i??i should be happy that he has found his other half..but why the envious feeling??is it probably because i'm sad seeing him being happy and i'm not??what should i do?i really don't wanna be who i am now and feel those things i'm feeling now..being envious can sometimes make u selfish and somehow it will eats into your soul making you think and do things that you don't want...i know as a human,i can't always have everything i want...maybe when i see others having what i don't i felt sad..i should just appreciate all that i have now..at least i'm better off with something then having nothing at all...i guess i should just wish him all the best and i'm glad that he has had found him happiness...i hope i will find mine too one day...this kinda felt like the Paula DeAnda's song-walk away...


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


happiness?is it a gift?
Written at 6:47 AM on Friday, June 1, 2007 0 comment(s)

where do happiness come from?how does a person define happiness?is it a gift from God or do we have to fight for it our self?sometimes,i do wonder where happiness comes from..even when you see someone smiling,you'll know that it isn't true..sometimes someone might seem happy to be with you but when you turn the other way,he'll be snickering away..smiling at your weak points and glad that you have them..how will you know when the smile he flash is of true happiness coming from people who really care bout you or from the person you care about?i suddenly find this world cold and dark knowing people who seems to care for you are the people who want you out of the rat race..i might seem silly somethings caring for little things like this but it really scares me to see someone you trust so much betraying you..what for?all for the sake of being in the race which in the end will still end when everyone go their separate ways and then another rat race will begin...the saying "what you see is what you believe"..i no longer think it's true..the battle in this fast growing world is not a battle for land anymore...it is no longer war but it is a battle of mind...why do mankind always tend to turn out to be evil and selfish..why did God created us only to know that we will all turn out to be this way...isn't God the all mighty who has a good fore sight or shall i say a great fore sight?if God created us only to see us all turn into this way..i think the most wicked and vicious criminal of all time would be God....God created Jack the Ripper,the Yorkshire Ripper,Ed Gein and all those other criminals..why are there evil roaming on earth?and why are there Heaven and Hell?sometimes I don't know why I have so many questions which are all silly but i really would hope to find out one day...maybe the day I die,will be the day i find the answer...when i was younger,i had always thought it would be so much easier to be a parent if you learn to let go and to only love the good side of your off springs..i now know it is quite impossible...i really hate my bro a lot..he had done so much thing not only to hurt me but i felt he had hurt my parents a lot...why did he do all those things?does it find it amazing to hurt others and does it fulfill his hunger by eating up other people's sadness?it sometimes seems like he love outsiders more than his own family...i would really like to see how will he raise his kids...when i was around std 3,my bro hit my so hard that it left his "fingers" on my face...when my parents came back...i was crying and yet,he ran to them and told them that i was being naughty..well,i couldn't even defend myself and i got scolding from my parents again...that's probably when i got my dream of becoming a lawyer...well,but after that my maid made me an egg for my face and yet those "fingers" never left my face for three days....sometimes,it really amazes me to see where the human temper can bring us...there's this once when me and my bro got into a fight and this time it's really silly...wanna know what he did?he went to the kitchen and took out a knife and he threatened me...i wonder if my parents still remembers all these fights?well,but no matter how hard to forget it,i could never get it out of my head..well,over years,i learned and i guess,that's how i grew up to be so fierce and turned out to be such a bully..well,but I'm glad i wasn't as violent as him...the other day,he answered my mom and i was really really angry..i wanted so badly to yell back at him...but i didn't...he yelled at my mom with my dad there and my dad did not even defend my mom....well,i guessed that's probably because my dad really loves him..and yet he can't feel it...where's his heart situated..maybe he lost it over the years..well,after all the beating and yelling i got from him,i learned how to defend myself and i would never ever let him lay a finger on my sister...maybe that's why she always got bullied by in school...getting older and learning responsibility is a must in every human being..sometimes,you might learn it slower when you were being dependant on someone else...but the time will come sooner or later...but at the age of 25...i think everyone should be fully grown by now..but how come..how come my bro never got to the point where he should have grown up...i hate him so much for not doing so many things...when i was young and a few of my friends with brother would say,"don't yell at me or I'll ask my bro to come get you"...well,sometimes i do envy them for being able to say that...that's why i wanna be able to protect my sister so that she'll feel safe and also be able to say that when people bully her..recently,my bro did something so stupid which i can't seem to understand...and which probably no one in my family understands...he acts so stupid and yet he wants people to understand him....when i was growing up,i had always known my dad had more love for my bro and my mom had always had more love for my sis...even though they kept on saying their love were all equal and they gave me shelter,food and clothes,i had always hunger for their love...but I'm over that now...because I'm proud to say I'm glad to have grown into who i am today...no matter how i turn out to be in the future..i wanna take good care of my parents despite the lack of love i had....probably God made our heart to be this way...a friend of mine told me once that she had tried her best to love her daughter...she has 2 daughters and a son...one of her daughter is really really really naughty...but she's really smart...she knows knows how to differentiate her "kakak" from her parents and teachers...she has different levels of respects for all of them and she's just 3...cute right...when she talks to her "kakak" and she wants something,she knows she can yell at her to get the stuffs she wants..she never says please and thank you to her "kakak"...well,to her teachers she's better but she's best to her parents and outsiders..once,i took her out for lunch and she was so rude to the waitress but when i asked her for something,she never yells at me and when she wants something,this is the best part...she would be so sweet and she would smile with her lost 2 front tooth and ask with a please and a thank you...well,my point is that her mom knows her attitude and once when her mom was very angry because she fought with her husband and she's already so annoyed and her youngest daughter kept crying because she lost something and when her mom asked her to stop crying and she didn't..she got the five finger punishment on her butt..and the more my friend hit her,the more she cried...that wasn't the first time the girl "dono-how-to-act"(mm sek zou)...so now,her mom really hates her...her mom wouldn't even touch her now... my whole life really revolves a lot around my family and friends...and the most around silly thoughts...well,i don't know how well anyone really knows me but i guess..no one will really understand me because i don't even really understand myself....

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xoxo,

Su-Quinn