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dengue is not contagious....
Written at 11:18 PM on Friday, August 15, 2008 0 comment(s)


as most of you guys know,i have had fever for the past couple of days,ever since Friday...well,and since Tuesday,the fever had been coming on and off...well,i didn't think much of it till this afternoon when my arms started showing rashes which are pinkish in colour with island of whites....so at around 6,Yiling drove me to the doctor along with ah boon and the doctor said that he wanted to run a blood test for dengue on me...the needle looked so big HUGE...so anyways,as usual la..i cried lo..cry baby ma...anyways,i held on to Yiling's hand kinda too tightly i think..so i wanna say sorry lo...

neways,the resuts will be out tomorrow..and if the test returns positive,i'll have to be admitted to the hospital...i don't wanna go stay at the hospital...besides having to miss class for so many days,i feel so guilty of spending my parent's money just like that...and and and...the worst part right,is that,do you know how many people die at the hospital everyday?i don't wanna meet any unfamiliar faces...and and and...i dowan to be alone at night in the hospital....if i'm admitted,i wonder if will i have any visitors?and besides,i'm still not done with my assignments and finals are just around the corner....

p/s:i will cry myself to sleep if i need to....


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


S.H.I.T
Written at 11:18 PM on 0 comment(s)

i just remembered....shit...photography's club gathering night is on Thursday and so is the meeting for my event next year...if the proposal is still not passed by this Thursday then i think the meeting would have to be cancelled as there would be no point in having a meeting then....because no work can be carried out.....hmm....

i told my photography group committees this just now and KJ said that just call in sick for the meeting....haha!i can't....


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


dear melissa
Written at 11:18 PM on 0 comment(s)


my room mate, Melissa seems to have a lot on her mind nowadays,she seems worried and i know for a fact that she is worried for her dad and that she really wanna help her dad...my dear,i totally understand how you feel and how helpless one might seem to be...just be strong and please bear in mind that i'll be here for you if you ever need a shoulder to cry on or if you feel too weak to stand on your own...i might not be the best candidate for a friend but i'll try my best to accomodate you in any way k?

when it all seems to have ended and when it all seems to not be able to turn back,that's when you need to show that you are stronger than ever and show the world that you are able to do it...that you are able to be strong and independent...you have to show your parents that you are able to take care of yourself so that they would not be worried about you....


just give me a holler if you need my help k?and stop staring at airasia's website all day k?


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


my aunt is here...
Written at 11:18 PM on 0 comment(s)


i'm so tired....this semester really is hectic....finals are up soon...really really soon....and i'm still not done with my criminal assignment...i'm almost going out of my mind...having a photography meeting later at 6....we had the meeting for the same events over the period of one week..man,it's seriously tiring and IMPAC(inti's music club) will be having their gathering night later on...anyways,i'm really sick and tired of everything...and i didn't slept well at all last night....

anyways,feeling frustrated and throw tantrums easily nowadays.....just gimme one week of my own time....so do not bother me k...else i'll kick your ass.....



xoxo,

Su-Quinn


i'm feeling so sick and weak...
Written at 11:18 PM on 0 comment(s)


i'm so sick of your bullshit...i'm so feverish and all you can think of is yourself...how selfish can you be?what had i done to deserve this?what had i done to deserve you?i kept thinking to myself,it'll be much better tomorrow....but it seems that you really don't appreciate me...i don't know what should i think anymore....i love u and i thought i always will....but will you at least show that you care for me...just once in a while....

i'm really happy when i'm with u...i really want it to last....


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


sick.fever.tired.overstress
Written at 11:18 PM on 0 comment(s)

i've completed my proposal and i've handed it in...it had been so tiring for the whole week as i rush through the proposal and attended meetings...anyways,this semester will be a very busy semester as i'll be having my finals...

next Thursday,photography club will be having their gathering night...all photography's member,do attend k?


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


tired
Written at 11:18 PM on 0 comment(s)


it's exhibition week for the whole week and i've been helping out at the Life Saving and Swimming Club booth and Photography Club booth and man,it's been really really tiring as i've haven't finish my assignment and i'm rushing through them now and besides that,i'm also rushing to hand in my proposal for an event i'm organising which would be known as "Chap Goh Valentine"...shall talk about that in my later post but for now,i'm still in the midst of it....anyways,do wish me luck and better still...do give me unconditional support...ha ha!

anyways,i really thank all my friend who have been supporting me by joining the club...thank you guys so so much....shall update soon as i'm still not done with my assignment which is due tomorrow....

eeks!!!!


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


silence parting
Written at 11:18 PM on 0 comment(s)


we parted without saying goodbye....you've known all along that i was gonna go...you and i both knew and we still chose to walk down this path together..was it a bad choice?was it a wrong choice?i know all the time we spend together is limited...i know it won't last forever but i don't want it to end just like that...i want to cherish every moment that we have left together...a lot of people were against us and they still are but i'm really glad to have had you..i'm glad that i met you and was able to have all those sweet memories together...i just wished you would read this and know that i care so deeply for you....


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


northumbria university
Written at 11:18 PM on 0 comment(s)


i've decided,i really really really wanna get into NORTHUMBRIA UNIVERSITY next year to finish my degree and to continue on with my BVC(Bar Vocational Course)...i still don't know what grades i need to get to pass to the third year..but somehow,i'm really scared...what if i don't make it through?besides wasting my parent's money,i'll be wasting time and most infinitely,i'll feel guilty...so very guilty...as a wise friend said,live life as it brings you today,think not of tomorrow as tomorrow might never happen...but as far as studies goes,one really should work hard at studying as Rome was not built in one day....


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


i'm sleepy
Written at 11:18 PM on 0 comment(s)


not much students passed the second year of LAW with flying colours and even a few of them need to retake the whole year all over again...a lot of my friends advised me to study hard....but seeing some of those who had passed who are getting ready to take off to UK pleases me...hopefully i could be among the lucky ones...i don't wanna wait for another year and i certainly do not wanna waste time here no more....anyways,i wanna go get some sleep d because i'm f***ing sleepy....


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


updates in school
Written at 11:18 PM on 0 comment(s)

sorry guys for not updating for so long...been really busy with preparations and enrollment...anyways,glad that all that is done with...going to go the gardens for a movie tomorrow with Alice....hopefully will be able to wake up on time....anyways,gotta go get some shut eyes as i'm damn tired and sleepy....nites dears...


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


so much
Written at 11:18 PM on 0 comment(s)

i have so much things i wanna say but somehow,i couldn't express it in words...i've had it up till my head....with everything... EVERYTHING...i'm so fed up about everything....i hate it when people have problems and don't have the guts to face it.....
i hate this feeling so much...


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


i'm on HOLIDAY
Written at 11:18 PM on 0 comment(s)

guess where m i blogging from?guess guess guess.....i'm in Hatyai,Thailand....i'm on a SHOPPING SPREE.....had been walking around so much and just now i did not changed my shoes thus i had been walking around in my high heels for a few hours now and my legs are hurting like mad....but i'm still glad cause i'm here on an all girls holiday....mum me my sis and my maid....no guys...woo hoo....shall update again soon...so keep visiting k....


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


the number under your bottle
Written at 11:18 PM on 0 comment(s)

Are you guys aware that the triangle number under your water bottle actually means something? It tells us what type of material the plastic bottle was made of. And the recent studies suggested that the most popular hard, clear and durable plastic bottle that we used was made of Polycarbonate and one of the key components of this is the endocrine-disrupting bisphenol-A (BPA).

BPA can leach into the liquid and making the water toxic and can cause breast cancer in women or prostate cancer in men and some other illnesses. This bottle has numbered (3), (6) or (7) in the triangle. So, I would advice all my friends and family members to stop using any water bottle that has a number (3,6,7) under the bottle. The most common plastic bottle that we have seen everywhere has a number (7) in the triangle.

I guess the best re-usable water bottle would be one made from stainless steel as they don't leach any chemicals. But it can be expensive. So, the other alternative is to look for water bottles that contained number (2) (high-density polyethylene), (4) (low-density polyethylene) and (5) (polypropylene).

If not, just drink from the glass or coffee cup. Use glasses while at home and only use the plastic water bottles with number (2), (4) and (5) in the triangle while going out. Number (1) water plastic bottle is safe to use but it was not meant to be re-used.


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


i'm officially semi sick
Written at 11:18 PM on 0 comment(s)


i'm having a mild fever which comes and goes as it wish... It's making me feel so nauseating....

anyways,i've included my wisdom tooth in this post....see..how big it looks....imagine how much pain i'm in now....


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


Happy Birthday Su-Quinn
Written at 11:18 PM on 0 comment(s)

wishing me,myself and I a very Happy Birthday....haha!anyways,got two other birthday presents....one from my dad and one more from my god-bro....




ok...so my god bro gave me this....




my dad gave me this....





xoxo,

Su-Quinn


early birthday present...
Written at 11:18 PM on 0 comment(s)



got a present from my aunt who's flying off to Australia to go visit my cousins after dinner....


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


last year present
Written at 6:03 PM on Friday, August 8, 2008 0 comment(s)


this is what my sister gave me last year for my birthday....
even though it does look kinda weird but i do appreciate it....and don't mind the background...it's always like this when i'm home.... ^_^


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


raining
Written at 6:03 PM on 0 comment(s)

was just about to go out to fetch my sister but decided against it once it started raining...man,wonder why is it so hot when it rains...sort of like all the warm air decided to gather in the room once the rain starts to pour....anyways,since my bro drove my car out and only had my motor back home,decided to snap some nice surroundings of my house to be shown to you guys...do appreciate it k....


p/s:i said some right....


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


Janice-In Love Again
Written at 6:03 PM on 0 comment(s)

When u smile
My life becomes a ray of light
Sing me a lullaby
To sleep at midnight


I’ll be hypnotized when looked into your eyes
Turn off the room light
Let's Spend the night

Chorus
Take me to far away
Away to your secret place
Take my tears my fears
Take all my pain for which I'll repay
Someday with a kiss and say
Can't believe that I’m in love
In love again

When the stars don’t shine
And when the birds don’t fly
And when the flowers cry
And when the rain runs dry
When the violet's red and when the rose turn blue
Baby I’ll still be in love with u



even though it's going to end,i'm going to hang on to it...maybe it might end horribly and we might end up being nothing but i shall cherise the time we have right now....

i love u...


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


horrible day....
Written at 6:03 PM on 0 comment(s)






yesterday was the worst day ever...my wisdom tooth is growing again and i'm having my monthly aunty's visit...and it's been leaking like water...and i'm tired like all the time...and i haven't finish my coursework..procastinating everyday....

anyways,it's hurting so much,i can't even have a proper meal and even when i talk,it hurts... see see....and because of that tooth,my gums are swelling...bu huu.....

i'm having a american pie marathon...though i've seen all of them but since i got 6 of them at one time,i decided to just watch them all over again....haha!

anyway,for all those anime and non-anime freaks out there,there's an anime which i would really recommend all of u to watch...the name of this anime is called lovely complex and it's simply the bomb....


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


L-O-V-E
Written at 6:03 PM on 0 comment(s)





no matter how many times or how much LOVE hurts,somehow,i realize that people keep going back for more...i should know so much better...sometimes,there are people stupid enough to keep hurting themselves....i shall not deny it but somehow,i think i am one of them....a friend of mine just got married...she's just 18...and worst of it all,she's not even pregnant....and there's a few friends of mine who got involve with people who are attached(married or with gf/bf)...well,i'm no love expert so i don't really know what advice to give them....as it's love after all...well,sometimes,if it really does hurt so much,why do people still wanna hit their head on it still?is love really worth all that?what do people expect from love?


could it really last forever?could love really last forever?won't people get bored of it if it last forever?after all,we're just humans...don't worry guys...i'm so not in a love dilemma or anything like it....well,we do at most times,blame the other party when something goes wrong....but did any of you guys really looked at yourself and take the blame?but again,it's love,maybe no one is at fault,maybe it's just love.....



everyone just wanna be happy....maybe ,everyone should just live for "the moment" instead of planning so much...instead of planning about the future and all....wouldn't life be so much more simpler this way?

p/s:life is just complicated....



xoxo,

Su-Quinn


Back Home....
Written at 6:03 PM on 0 comment(s)



I'm typing from my bedroom floor...I'm finally back home...actually i came back home yesterday but had been sleeping the whole day thus did not update my blog...

anyways,went to PC Fair today with my dad and Tien....bought lots of stuffs...bought inks,keyboard,and last but not least,external hard disk which i find to be quite cheap as for a 160 gb's hard disk inclusive of it's casing goes for RM 162....and a 300 gb's hard disk goes for RM 289....got one for yiling as her laptop is always filled with lots and lots of anime which she wouldn't delete even if some of those anime she had already watch..she even has SAILORMOON!!


even though I've just got home,it feels like it won't be long till i go back to school again..man,I'm sure gonna miss home....i just feel like being at home all the time but i know that would be asking for the impossible....

my sister's having her exam tomorrow...she's still studying now...wish her all the best..study hard k?don't be a procrastinator like me...haha!!!shall go to sleep soon as i'm kinda tired right now...don wanna be cranky again tomorrow....


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


thanks!
Written at 6:03 PM on 0 comment(s)




got my first birthday wish from

x i η y u η
08/8/2008 1:55 am
happy birthday in advance!

anyways,thanks for remembering.....i keep reminding everyone else that it's my birthday...haha...i practically do that all the time....actually,i do it every year....

I'll be celebrating my birthday with my family members...just like last year....



xoxo,

Su-Quinn


Happy Birthday Jia Huey
Written at 1:38 AM on 0 comment(s)


Happy Birthday Jia Huey...but as we found out quite late so we did not bought her any cake or throw her a surprise party.....she's a really sweet girl and she really cares a lot for her friend....anyways,gotta dedicate a birthday post for her to make up for her late birthday gift....

when i get back gotta make sure i get birthday gifts for them...



xoxo,

Su-Quinn


happy birthday Melissa
Written at 1:38 AM on 0 comment(s)















today is a my roomie,Melissa's birthday....she thought I had forgotten her birthday as the whole day i did not even bothered to wished her Happy Birthday...I was so worried that the surprise would be broken if she had reminded me that it was her birthday...anyways,she said she felt touched after she saw the cake...anyways,here's a poem for u....

Happy birthday for today,

You’re kind and clever I must say.
With moments worth a million hugs,
Talks, with coffee in those mugs.
Your heart and values seem so right,

We share our views without a fight.
Our memories live with eyes so true,
Adventures grow in a life’s canoe.

I wish you more than words can say,
That you will never, cease to play.

Happy birthday for today,
I’m here for you, on this special day.


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


fried rice
Written at 12:31 AM on Tuesday, August 5, 2008 0 comment(s)

had fried rice for dinner today....but forgotten to snap the photos....anyways,i miss home terribly much...gonna go back home this Saturday d...and on Friday,Saturday and Sunday,there will be a PC Fair and as usual,it'll be in PISA...Tien called me today to ask if i wanna work with her but the fair starts on Friday so they'll probably be looking for people to go work on all three days so that it won't be troublesome but anyhow,even if i'm not working,i'll still be going as i wanna go get my external hard disk as some idiot spoilt it a while back....asshole....

i shall refrain myself from cursing anyone....keep in mind...I'm a lady...hehehe!!!


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


locked out
Written at 12:31 AM on 0 comment(s)


did something really silly today....locked myself out of the room.....man,it's embarrassing...anyways,the guard had to came all the way up here to open the door for me and i had to fill in the forms....hey...don judge me k?it's not like i want it k....

anyways,i would like to point out to people who don't realise something important....something really really really BIG is happening soon.....here it comes,on the 16th August of every year,i celebrate a very special day....it's none other den MY BIRTHDAY....well,every year,i do celebrate it no matter big or small...it's been long ever since i had a wild birthday...well,no parties this year but i really do wanna go get myself totally wasted this year... ^_^


xoxo,

Su-Quinn