Once Upon A Time

client conference

Written at 4:13 AM on Monday, March 31, 2008 0 comment(s)

i'll be having my client conference later...hopefully everything will go well la...just wanna pass the paper....will be wearing formal clothings tomorrow....thought of buying a few more formal clothes but probably only during sales....as most of you know,i'm not as rich as most people are so sometimes,there are things which i won't be able to afford....will post up photos tomorrow....feeling hungry now....hmmm....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

guilty

Written at 10:53 PM on Wednesday, March 5, 2008 0 comment(s)

suddenly i feel so guilty and sad..i feel like i'm wasting my parents money when they could've taken this money to go for holidays and travel around the world,when my dad could've retire and if only i was born earlier..i could've started working now and i wish i could pay back my parents for taking such good care of me and just being my parents..i love them so much and i miss home loads now....oh,i feel like going home now...i always have butterflies in my tummy these few days,as if something bad is going to happen....i don't know..hopefully,it's just my feelings..hopefully,i'm just wrong...

a poem of the net:

Am been lonely for a year

Am lonely, relenquished no one near

Running after false dreams

Am wasted, looking those elusive future's reflections

In life's perpetual streams

My life totally bizzare

Its me and my false apprehensions

Those gloomy imaginations and dreams to stare

Don't know I be at top

But my life now is a boring squib, a big flop

With no cheers

Juss fears

Fears of loosing it out

Loosing it out in a blind

Mad ratrace to know where

I am totally consumed

My mind, my soul been tottally fumed

Fumed by thoughts of doing somethin

But my presents in rocks, its only a dark sere nothin

Sometimes when looking my shadow

I always laughs at

Laughs At the way

it Still moving a vivid hay

After vanquished by life's cruel strays

Wanna know my schedules,

Its follows no biological rules

Its tottaly churned in daily moilam in groans off that burning turmoil

A stroll to earn a name,Running to pull my life a fame

Once you trounced my life

With your sharp edgy knives

Trying forget

But How can I

Those wounds are still raw

With my heart ebued in agony's and wrath

These wounds now in my essence

My heart dead, no feelings.

No thoughts off life's presence

But someday, strikes a silver lining

My life's be renewed with precating rhymes

I will give my life away

To form a new way

Way to my life's pinaacle

Way to my ascent

Though lots of spelling errors but i do understand what she's trying to potray...do keep up the good work..

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

Quote of the day

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" Never say goodbye if you still want to try.

Never give up if you still feel you can go on.

Never say you don't love a person anymore if you can't let go.

Love comes to those who still hope although they've been disappointed,

To those who still believe, although they've been betrayed,

To those who still need to love, although they've been hurt before,

And to those who have the courage and faith to build trust again."

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

reply to szien

Written at 10:53 PM on 0 comment(s)

Szien,
it doesn't matter whether you're going against mother nature or not but the thing here is that whether you really like her or you just fooling around to get yourself into trouble...it's ok to like a girl if you really want to but it's best not too...i think you've watch too much L Word....love and life can be nice and perfect in films and sometimes,life can be too...just take everything one step at a time and don't rush into things ya...i would really not mind if you like girls BUT i would PREFER you not to be...take a step back and even though guys are pigs but good guys haven't extinct yet...just keep your eyes peel...but no matter whatever happens,i'll still have your back ya...love ya always....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

keeping my priorities right...

Written at 10:53 PM on 0 comment(s)

by trying to make everyone happy,i made one person sad....myself...i've got to set my priorities right and screw it with everyone else...i've just finished talking with someone on the phone and this person is treating me in a completely different way after making it clear to him that we're just friends...screw you...if u want it to be this way,let it be and its not like i've made no effort to try to emend things....this will be the last time i will be 'pestering" you...

today,was a bad day but that's just the way life works and knowing me,i shall never say i'm a person with bad luck...someone send me an obscene message just now and now,that arsehole wouldn't even pick up that phone....does anyone know whose number this is?do let me know k?0193019283

this just goes on to prove my point that guys are pigs and even when they say,bros before hoes...that just ain't the way things go...

P/S:my life is a twisted adventure with a taste of lemon and a tinge of sugar.....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

horoscope of Leo..

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Leo's love compliments and praise. Give them plenty of it..

Underneath the surface of this proud, take charge persona is a sensitive and vulnerable person that needs constant reassurance. It is an essential tool for them. Keep in mind, that flattery will get you everywhere. As a result, the more you feed Leo's ego, the longer your relationship will last.

On a date with a Leo, be sure not to skimp on anything, as they love the pleasures of life and feel that they are deserving of nice things. Leo's tend to be spendthrifts as nothing is too good for them. Feel free to discuss topics of intellectual interest. Leo's love to share their opinion, although be aware that they are prone to be boisterous about what they believe is right, and in most cases will not alter in opinion.

Leo's love to take charge and play the leading role. Sexually the Leo will go to all measures to please a partner. They want a relationship to be exciting and intense. However, as much as they need devotion, they deplore possessiveness and jealousy.

A true Leo will remain faithful in a relationship, however they must have space and freedom to allow their outgoing nature to explore new adventures.

If you're looking for a generous, creative person that usually has a sunny disposition about life, you've found them. Don't forget to take into account that the Leo has the symbol of the lion for a reason. This king of the jungle, can be quite domineering at times.

Nonetheless, provided with the necessities that a Leo needs, you will find an affectionate, cheerful companion that will do almost anything for you.

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

is there a difference?

Written at 10:53 PM on 0 comment(s)

is there a difference between being friendly and being a slut?is there even a word known as "over-friendly"?sometimes,when a person starts being friendly to you,it's just because she's just like that...and guys should stop thinking about getting into her pants...man,sometimes,it's just difficult being no matter who you are...a friend of mine stated that when a girl starts being friendly,everyone wanna get into her pants and thinks that she's offering sex but if a guy starts being friendly,everyone runs away...see how hard it is just being no one...

Mid-sessionals is just around the corner and man,am i not prepared for it...Constitutional law turn out to be much more difficult then what i thought it would be...the rest of the law are just tough but at least they have more cases to support...just hope to be able to pass all my papers instead of heading for A's....

i just found out that guys gossip way more then girls and their mouth are really like chicken backside....guys,do learn to control yourself and stop gossiping about every single thing around you...

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

do take care...

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Diabetes or hypertension self-treatment leading to kidney failure

By LOH FOON FONG

PETALING JAYA: Malaysians who self-treat diabetes or hypertension by buying over-the-counter medication run the risk of kidney failures, a specialist warned.

Consultant nephrologist Dr Goh Bak Leong said based on observations patients had the tendency to self-treat diabetes and hypertension after just one or two visits.

“Some patients may visit their doctors once or twice and then decide to buy their own medication instead of seeing their doctors on a regular basis.

“This lack of doctor's monitoring is dangerous. The conditions may worsen and the patients don't realise it.

“These patients need to see a doctor even when there are no symptoms because by the time symptoms are discovered it will be too late. It can be a stroke or heart failure or kidney failure,” said Dr Goh, who is also the organising chairman of the World Kidney Day 2008.

Moreover, patients needed to follow-up with their doctors so that the latter could find the best form of treatment or combination of treatments to keep the conditions under control if the initial medicine did not work, he said.

They needed a long-term treatment plan for the diseases, he added.

He said for hypertension, a patient needed to reach the desired or target pressure level of 130/80mmHg, while for diabetes the sugar level should be between 4 to 7mmol/l (for fasting blood sugar) to ensure the diseases do not destroy their vital organs.

On patients who go from one doctor to another thinking there is a cure for the diseases, Dr Goh said they have to know that there is no cure for these diseases but only control and slowing down the devastating effects.

“It is best to prevent the diseases from occurring and this can be achieved by having a healthy lifestyle,” he said.

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

raining yet the heat is on

Written at 10:53 PM on 0 comment(s)

the weather these few days is blazing hot...even with rain,it still felt warm and as usual,i felt sleepy in such heat....i miss home so much....can't wait to be back home...i felt lonely and alone in a foreign place...everything and everyone look foreign and different to me...are all humans judgemental?well,i would have to say that some are not but when u know someone is good to u, please do not take advantage of it and climb on top of their head...everyone has limits to their anger ya...even if one can control their anger very well,but it will burst if one keep pushing on it...anyone,if there are still people reading my blog,please don feel offended by this post as i didn't mean to pinpoint anyone as it's just a general and random post....

i feel fear with every heartbeat i felt...i feel fear of seeing people...fear in every word people say...doubt everything...and in the end,one would just die feeling that way....so,i don't wanna fear fear and i wanna be able to stand up and face it....i wanna be strong for myself and for everyone who trusted me...

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

i need to be strong...

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“Only the weak are cruel. Gentleness can only be expected from the strong.”

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

Quote of the day

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"Life is always about searching. We keep searching all the time. For... Friends, Love, Peace, Success and so much more. But at times do wait for a while, and search your soul. It won't take you anywhere, But will help you reach yourself."

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

sports fiesta

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today,i swam for a few events for the sports fiesta...not much people join only so can get quite a number of medals....after the swim,i played water polo for the first time...damn tired lo....stand in water for so long....but it was quite fun and i think i might decide to continue playing it....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

good luck dears

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good luck to all my dears who will be taking their results tomorrow...no matter whatever happens,one can no longer change the end results....hopefully everyone will pass with flying colours and may everyone continue on with their journey to a brighter future...

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

a friend is like

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A Friend Is Like

A friend is like a flower,

A rose to be exact.

Or maybe like a brand new gate,

That never comes unlatched.

A friend is like an owl,

Both beautiful and wise.

Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,

Who's spirit never dies.

A friend is like those blades of grass,

You can never mow,

Standing tall and proud,

In a perfect little row.

A friend is like a heart that goes

Strong until the end.

Where would we be in this world,

If we didn't have a friend....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

worst ever results from malaysiakini

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BN suffered its worst ever result in Saturday's polls, losing its two-thirds majority in parliament for the first time since 1969 and conceding four more states to a resurgent opposition.

Abdullah was punished over rising crime and inflation in an election also tinged by rising racial tensions between majority Muslim Malays and minority ethnic Chinese and Indians.

"I think the people must have been very angry, all the races, Chinese, Malays and Indians," Mahathir said.

"The problem is we (the government) have become so arrogant. We suppress any opinion that we do not like and they begin to believe in their own reports which are not actually consistent with what is happening in the country."

Abdullah was Mahathir's hand-picked successor when he stepped down, but after the new leader dumped several of his pet projects he began launching accusations of economic mismanagement, nepotism and corruption.

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

BAN BN

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Screw Barisan National la....rigging around and even if it's obvious that the opposition will be winning....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn