just came back from LCCT.....my sis flew back just now...miss her so much...she just came down for just a little while and even though i just send her off,i miss her terribly much...
miss home too...i feel so homesick now...
anyways,so sorry for not updating my blog for so long..i've been busy with my events...can't wait to finish all the preparations...every night i would hang flyers everywhere and the next morning,somehow,the flyer would always either be on the floor or somehow,looked retarded....anyways,we'd expected that so i guess,we just have to hope that people would notice those flyers when they tear them down...haha!
anyway,up till now,only a couple of people joined in...
you guys should support this event because all the profit we make will be donated to the earthquake victim...
do give it some thought k?
wanna go take my bath d..later still have to go colour the banner...
shall update again soon...
For the guys, you know how it goes.
The girl that sits right in front of you. You think she's the best thing since Penang laksa and beef rendang with roti canai.
You get kinda tongue-tied when you see her. You're not too sure what to say.
Everything is perfectly okay until she turns around and asks you your answer for that Add Maths question. And then you're suddenly a bumbling idiot. Tongue turns to jelly and you spill out something that perhaps ET would understand on his homeworld.
And she thinks you're a complete idiot and for that, you smack yourself on the forehead with your palm and go, "What on earth did I do THAT for?"
And for the girls, maybe something like this. He's like that artist/actor you always wished for.
The gorgeous eyes, the body, the face, the hair, OMGICANTBELIEVE HEISSOGORGEOUS kinda guy,
and it couldn't get any better than HIM. He's a piece of heaven.
When he walks your way, you subconsciously make an effort to straigthen out your hair or look in the nearest mirrorlike object to check your appearance.
You stand different, hoping to catch his attention and if you're lucky, a smile. Or if you're really lucky, a "hi." Which you'll go on and giggle about for the next three days to your gaggle of girls.Remember when you were a kid?
How perhaps, when you thought of your perfect partner for life, you would think of the perfect woman with perfect 36-26-34 measurements who would greet you at the door after a hard day's with a drink and plonk you down in your armchair to 'just relax' while she gets dinner ready?
Or maybe your dream guy was a hunk who helped with the housework and could dance, sing, play 5 musical instruments, wrote you poems and took you out for candlelight dinners and above all, cook?
Well, not unfortunately, things don't always turn out that way. Life is unfair that way, I suppose.
But sometimes, that's what makes life fun. Guy friends of mine who're attached and some of them who're married tell me that, "Hey, she was certainly NOT my first choice when I thought about getting a girlfriend!"
And said person would usually get a good whack across the back of the head from his eavesdropping better female half and he would have to spend the rest of the day persuading her that he meant otherwise.
Things we men would do for love, huh? But that's what makes it all worth it. So what happens to the "perfect man" or the "perfect woman" analogy we were talking about previously?
I'm kinda glad to say that it does not exist. Of course, for the romantics amongst you readers would claim otherwise but seriously, if you think about it, there's no such thing as the perfect man or the perfect woman. Everyone has faults.
And even then, the perfect man or woman would be an absolute horror to live with? Why? Because s/he's perfect and you're not. Who cares if he has baby skin and Colgate-advertisement-worthy teeth or a body that would put male underwear models to shame?
Who cares if she had eyes the size of saucers and hair that reflected starlight from 5 galaxies away and had the body of a supermodel? In the end, only thing you'll feel is inferior to them.
Because you see, as contradictory and as ironic as this sounds, for those of you who already have found that "perfect" someone, you would know that that someone is perfect because...s/he is imperfect. It is their faults that make them oh-so-lovable.Perhaps he doesn't put the toilet seat up. Or she leaves hairs in the bathroom sink. Or he doesn't cook. Or she spends too much on clothes and make up. Or he sings way off key in the shower. Or she is not as girlish as you would like her to be.
All these faults, as much as they annoy the heck out of you, if you can overlook these problems and still love that slob of a man or that spendthrift of a woman with all your heart, then that's love.
To be able to love someone just the way they are and not to ask for a single change.So if you're still seeking for that "perfect" someone, remember. It's not them that is perfect but it is your perception of them that makes them "perfect." There is no need to search far and wide for that Prince Charming or Sleeping Beauty. For all you know, s/he's been right there in front of your every eyes all along.
So,eyes don't so high...actually,that person is just in front of you...
there's an event held by the adventure club in my college... "THE AMAZING MAZE" .....went there together with my friends:
and my roomie:
had fun with them but to be truthful,the maze wasn't that fun...
well,i wasn't the only one who said it but my friends said the same thing too...
anyway,had an argument with cheh hueh about that just now..i was telling out loud my opinion on the maze...i felt that it was bad and not professional..i've been to much better ghost houses...and cheh hueh said that i shouldn't say that because they've put in much effort to build the maze...Well,i do agree with her that they've put in much effort into it but they should have expected some feedback like ours because all event would have reviews...no matter good or bad...i know all those hard work one have to put in in order to set up and event...no matter it succeed or not...
anyways,i'm sorry o for saying so...
i know i'm mean by saying that the maze is bad and when i said they were not professional,i really mean it because when a ghost scare me,i would scream my head off and a ghost commented back by saying,"that's the way,bitch!"OMFG,how could you say something like that...
anyways,even though this is the way,i would not doubt it that they would earn lots and lots of money because a lot of ppl went...because the past "AMAZING MAZE" were all good...but i was just a little disappointed with this one...
anyway,i'm sorry again for saying that the maze's bad...
but if events that i organize and take part in in the future,if they suck,i would want anyone to just tell me the truth..so that i'll know what went wrong...
ALL FOR LOVE BY O-TOWN
True love is when you shed a tear...
and still want her...
its when she ignores you...
and you still love her...
its when she loves another guy...
but you still smile..
and says "im happy for you"...
when all you really want to do is cry
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names.
4. Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving a comment on their blogs.
1. I love my family
2. I miss everyone back home now
3. My birthday is on 16th August
4. I love soft toys
5. I love my pets
6. I'm going to change to become what i used to be..no more being soft hearted
7. I love my life
8. I am random
Tag 8 people in your links list at the end of the post.
Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
*1. What do you want the most now?
2. What do you want to be when you grow up?
don't wanna put my hopes to high
3. What would you do if you've lose everything in one shot?
i'll kill the person who caused it
4. What are you afraid to lose now?
My love ones
5. Do you believe in being in love forever?
when i own it,i will
6. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
7. What would you do when you're feeling down and depressed?
try to be busy to get my mind of off it
8. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
love everything about me and to be a sweet talker
9. Which type of person do you hate the most?
10. Do you cherish every single of your friendships?
11. Do you believe in God?
i believe in everything
12. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
13. Do you find it necessary for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
14. What do you want your friends to be like?
i have to love everything about them
15. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
a friend who love them for who they are
16. If you can have a change, which part of your character would you like to change?
i've already changed the part i wanna changed the most...no more being soft hearted
17. If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to?
that one person who knows me best
18. Would you die in order to save the ones you love?
definitely..no question about it...
19. Would you kill in order to save the ones you love?
who am i killing?
20. If you have a chance to change the past, what would you change?
things that i have regretted
I tag :-
I’m not upset that you lied to me;
I’m upset from now on I can’t believe you ---
A person is never so vulnerable until they trust someone whom with the initial thought that that someone is worth to be trusted.
Paradoxically, humans need an outlet to trust those surrounding them so happiness can be found. Living in a world which is filled with doubts at every corner does not guarantee one to be a happy person because every circumstance will be filled with qualms about its true motive.
To trust a person can take a very long or short time depending on the individual themselves and the level of comfort in giving all the trust varies. As humans, we tend to trust friends and others to an extent that we would love to think of them as how we want them to be. But this is a very hard task because everyone has different motives when trying to gain trust from a person. It can be bad. It can be good. Or on neutral grounds. One will never know unless he has the ability to penetrate into the minds of others.
However, when a person whom we trust faithfully and sincerely moved the wrong chess piece and creates room for mistakes and doubts the level of trust will crumble. It is not about giving second chances and even if one does how far can the trust grow again? Once trust is broken, you can fix it but it will never be the same as it was before. A metaphor such as a vase can be used --- if a vase broke and pieces are glued back together but let it be known that the vase will never be the same anymore.
When it comes to earning trust from others it won’t be difficult because the hardest part is how to preserve the amount of trust that someone has in you and not take it for granted. Not being able to be trusted easily is similar to sitting alone in a gray area where people hardly take notice of. Like the adage says; no man is an island.
still four more days to go...really impatiently waiting for it..
something's bothering me nowadays...My friend recently asked me whether i wanna go take an exam to get the licence for diving..well,i really am interested to but the date of the exam is somewhat near my date of presentation...i need to give them an answer soon...probably by Monday...besides that,it ain't cheap...it's even more expensive then me taking my life guard's licence...
but,it's actually quite worth it..I'm still considering...
the stupid fluorescent light in my room went off again..gotta change a new one again...actually,it's ok as if i change it all the time,i'm actually using my resource fees to the fullest...haven't been swimming for a few days now...feel like swimming but my laziness has over taken and i prefer to lie around the room doing nothing most of the time..haha!
i miss Penang food...woo hoo....
humans are one of the finest specimens to have had ever lived on earth..they are the most complicated animals one could ever imagined...
socialising oneself with the human race is a very complicated and if i may say so,a gruesome process...not forgetting a tiresome activity too...
sometimes,i wish i could just give up on it...being bubbly all the time is hard work...even when others are not looking happy and even when people snap at you,you don't wanna snap back..knowing it would simply create a scene...
relationships with strangers or acquaintance are already complicated, friendships are confusing so what is there to say between couples?
anyway,i'm really thankful to have friends in my life....i really do appreciate every single one of them and glad that once in my life,i met them...
i read a piece of article on the star today which was about girls wearing Baju Kurung:
Friday May 23, 2008
Islamic group’s uniform comment slammed
By LISA GOH
PETALING JAYA: Something must be seriously wrong with local men if the sight of girls in their school uniform turns them on, says Sisters in Islam.
Programme manager, Norhayati Kaprawi, describes claims made by National Islamic Students Association of Malaysia that the school uniform worn by girls at government schools “encouraged rape and pre-marital sex” as baseless.
“I totally disagree with the statement. What? Even wearing baju kurung is still not enough?” she asked.
“As for the white blouse being too transparent, Malay women who are in mourning wear white baju kurung. Even Umno women wear white baju kurung. So what is the issue?” she said when contacted Thursday.
Dress code debacle: An Islamic group condemned girls’ school uniform, saying it encouraged rape and pre-marital sex.
The student association’s vice-president Munirah Bahari had stated that “the white blouse is too transparent for girls and it becomes a source of attraction to men, who are drawn to it, whether or not they like looking at it.”
She also called for a review of the uniform policy so that it did not violate Islamic ideals.
Women’s Aid Organisation executive director Ivy Josiah said what was needed was ”a review of misguided beliefs about women's attire,” not a review of the uniform policy.
“Statistics and research has shown that all women – young, old, women clad in tudung (headscarf), miniskirts, even babies in diapers – have been victims of rape and sexual assault.
“It is entirely irresponsible for anyone to suggest the idea that rape is a result of attire. Rape is not about attire, it’s about power that perpetrators feel they have over their victims,” she pointed out.
Even men spoke out against Munirah's logic.
Men’s Action Network Against Violence (man.v) member David Anthony said such statements stereotyped men as people who don’t see women as anything other than sex objects.
“It’s the wrong attitude ... it’s perversion,” he said.
Women, Family and Community Development Minister Datuk Dr Ng Yen Yen declined comment.
how can anyone say anything like this?for heaven's sake...no matter what the girls' are wearing,as a human being,would one think of raping the girl just because she's wearing like that?it's fashion sense and fashion statement for some to wear the way they are wearing....if all guys in the world are as perverted as this,the world is really heading for trouble...i don't see why the Fucking rapists blame the girls for the way they dress...just blame your dirty little minds for being perverted as you are...if this is what you said,since your mum's are wearing least clothes at home,would you rape them?or am i asking the wrong question as maybe you have...fuck it!pervverted thinking leads to rape not the fucking way one dress...
Forgive the pun but this topic has been done to death. How often do you find yourself wondering how would it all end for you? When would that moment be? Would this step I take be the reason for my demise?
At times I refuse to believe in fate but sometimes you just tell yourself to accept it as something destined.
In a way, those who have lost loved ones feel more consoled when they think of it this way. I always say that religion is a form of confidence, a variant of hope.
Don't mind the exam-time-Buddhist here, but those are my thoughts. By telling yourselves that after a person is gone, that there is an after world waiting for him or her, it is a comforting thought to entertain. Though it may be cliche to say but by knowing that the deceased is in a "better place", you somehow feel that whatever the reason he or she died off doesn't matter any more.
No matter what, it's still hard to fathom death at our age. It's something that happens to other people but it doesn't happen to you. It happens to people who have lived for years far beyond our own. It's time for them to make way for the young. Turns out, death doesn't quite work that way.
People like you and me are dying of cancers, they are dying of car accidents, they are getting raped and murdered.
It is because of how unpredictable death is that really boggles the mind.Would you rather know if you're going to die or would you want it to happen in an instant and not have the chance to say goodbye?The worst part about a funeral is that there would be so many people saying such nice things about the person who will never ever have the chance to hear it.
What's the point? If I'm to be praised, i would very much like to be around to hear it.
Ala Tuesdays With Morrie, if I knew that I was going to die, I would like to have a living funeral as well. I would like to be there to laugh with my family and friends. I would like to be there to remember the good times we had together.
Everyone would have a chance to make their peace with me. I'd forgive friends whom have fallen out with me, I'd try to improve my relationships with a whole lot of people.I know it's easy to say this now in a time when I'm in the pink of health.
Regret and remorse only hit when one's time is coming to an end. So why can't I use each and everyday that I now have to right the wrongs in my life, right? I think it's called procrastinating.
I only work well under pressure. Do you think it's easier to die than losing someone you love? Imagine losing your parent to some terminal illness, or worse, a child of your own. Just the very thought of dealing with such news makes me sick to the very core.
Thus, I believe that dying is easier to do than losing someone you love. Is that considered selfish? My impending death would probably hurt the people around me. Is it better to die or to hurt?Whenever you hear about someone's death, a strange, awkward and haunting pause will follow.
The deceased person's world is now silent and blank. Nothing exists anymore for them.
Strange how death is right? It's just the off button to a human life but yet it deeply affects the people around them.
A morbid thought but a thought none the less: Have you ever thought about how it will end for you?
later i'll be having Consti at 2...tired la..hate the time table this sem...tiring classes and keep having so many breaks in between....if just 1 hour break den it's still ok..i'll be having a three hour break....for 2 days...and 2 hour break for another 2 days....hanging out in my room,chatting with my roomie and forcing her to go do a blog now...actually i'm helping her k?it's actually an assignment from non other then my "body longer den leg" lecturer..haha...anyways,it's 1 15 d...wanna go take my bath and get ready for class d...my roomie will be leaving me again this weekends...she's mean.....
I'm kinda obsessed with my guitar and my camera nowadays..i love them like mad....only thing is that wish i could use them well...i really wanna learn the guitar and i wanna learn a specific song....gotta learn really hard because the guitar strings are really hurting me..but i really have a good reason for learning this song...
my camera rocks too...i wanna snap lots of lovely shots..i totally believe in living in "the moment"....i wanna freeze beautiful moments....because i love seeing the smile that comes out of the photos...
i've gotta go to bed now...really tired...went for photography club's gathering just now...had lots of fun and met lots of different people...
just came back from street party and this year,it's good...the things sold aren't as expensive and as usual lo...every year also sure got buy cotton candy one...this year sumore buy two but sure unexpectedly...we finished it...was walking around with it and offering it to everyone...den after that came back room and den went down again...and then...as the night sank into darkness,the crowd got really excited and everyone was feeling high...
when me and yiling were swimming,we heard lots of songs playing in the background and we were anxious to get there but on our way back,as we were still in our swimsuits and our pants were wet,we couldn't go to the street party looking like that so we went up to change and after that we felt lazy and even decided to not go...but thankfully,we went....
WE HAD A HELL LOT OF FUN....
neways,INTI's getting really alive nowadays....just hopw our event would be successful too and hopefully the pool party would be good too...
went for my first guitar lesson in INTI just now...not bad...just around 8 students in the guitar class..saw Calvin playing the drums just now...felt kinda cool...but drums are very inconvenient and way expensive....anyway,my room mate accompanied me to the guitar lesson just now...appreciate that a lot...unlike some people lo..say wanna go d..but..but....but finally also never go...
when i was on my way coming back to my room,i finally saw the gang of "black" people dancing in their usual dancing spot...had actually intended to go see them dance but was always at the wrong timing..so now,I'll be able to go see them dance every time i finish my guitar lesson..yippee....really like the way they dance because they can really let go without feeling shy...this is the type of dancers that one would simply enjoy watching....
i think lots of events will be coming up...finally our proposal had been passed...so i think and hope that our event will go on successfully....
tomorrow i'll be having 12 o'clock class...my room mate will be having 10...
just saw Abby and CH going out with her RC members....going to go take my bath now...so hot..
back in INTI once again...once in a while,it's nice to know that one have friends to catch their back no matter what and sometimes,it's good to know who is actually stabbing you at the back...
anyway,just came back from supper with Simon..it's been long since i hang out with him...well,thanks for accompanying me out...
just found out recently that a friend of mine will be continuing his studies in some UK...too bad he'll be leaving so soon...it wasn't long that i knew him but being friends,it's just difficult to let go knowing that our time have come to an end...well,i do wish him all the best and may he do well there...
well,tomorrow i'll be having a 8 o'clock class...so...nites everyone...
today is a very very very special day for all moms around the world...as all of us know,or so i assume,it's mother's day...and it's a very special day to splurge on your mom as much as you can...not that we don't appreciate our mom but it's just that today is the one and only special day in a year where we can show our mom our love with lots of discount..hehe!
anyways,i just wanna wish my mummy,
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY,MUMMY
i love u so much
and thanks for being there for me
either when i was down or up
happy or sad
can only update this..the gold one can't update..stupid internet connection...
i've always had an obsession with shoes...somehow,30+pairs still ain't enough for me and i still want more...recently,i bought two NEW pairs of shoes consisting of a high heel and a sandal..but now feeling damn sleepy lo...so not going to upload the photos yet..upload tomorrow la k?still haven't snapped yet also....
anyways,i came across a fellow blogger name Wendy Cheng or more well known as xiaxue...anyways,her blog kinda interesting lo...would recommend fellow friends to read it as well...
i came to felt that if a post in the blog appears too long without any pictures,it somehow made the blog appear kinda boring lo....
most of my friends have either gone back for the weekends or they've gone for "rural camp"....gonna be a lonely weekend this weekend...even my room mate have went to visit her parents...hmm....Abby and Chen Hueh went for rural camp while Carly went back home....Rainie will still be here but i'm not that sure about Alice..anyways,even with so many people gone,i still can't upload my photos which simply shows that the internet still sucks...stupid internet....stupid EBB..stupid INTI...
anyway,i just came back from a meeting just now and the LSSC(life saving and swimming club) will be organizing a diving event where students and staff member will be thought on how to dive with a minimum fees of RM 10 for students and RM 20 for staffs....if i'm not mistaken..anyway,do feel free to enter k?but i still haven't send in the proposal yet and that will be what i'll be doing over the weekend....
just came back from swimming...resource fees for this sem have increase but at least the entrance fees for the swimming pool is free now..so in order to maximise my resource fees,i wanna go for swimming everyday....but the students entering this sem is like an ocean of fish...hopefully,not much people like swimming...anyway,i still feel like going swimming everyday...even if it is just to play water...anyone wanna join me?
mc donalds is organizing a big mac chant contest...
“Two All-Beef Patties,
On A Sesame Seed Bun!”
click on my advertisement in the left hand side side bar for more information...
you guys should try to enter
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finally back in INTI....Just the second day of class but can really feel the pressure of this semester d...results was bad....as expected lo..didn't really put all my effort into it..anyway,life in INTI back to normal d...but planning to take less afternoon naps and sleep like a normal person..really need to change back my biological clock....no more afternoon naps...but because of this,i feel extremely tired during the day....neways,next week,our consti lecturer will give us our assignments question which we'll be given two months to prepare...even though two months may seem to be a long period of time but really can't slack..not only because of the 10% the assignment consist of but also because i don't wanna be procastinating anymore...don't wanna slack that much anymore...THAT MUCH k...not TOTALLY DON'T WANNA SLACK.....
tomorrow my class is from 11-2...damn...should totally go to bed now...ABBY still not back from her rural camp training...she's really busy nowadays but girl,still gotta take good care of yourself...don't go to class with that puffy eyes anymore k?
Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head.
Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 people.
This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...
NO CHEATING!DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP THE TOP!
1. HOW DID YOU MEET 1 ?- she's my sister
2. On a scale of 1 -10 how would u rate your friendship with 1 ?- 10.
3. How long have you known 4 ?- lots of years d lo.
4. How do you know number 3?- School .
5. Wheres 5 ?- home.
6. A fact about number 1 ?- She's my sister!
7. Who is 4 going out with?- according to her,no one...
8. What does 1 do for a living?- studying
9. Would you live with number 3 ?- if she wants lo...
10. What do you like about number 2 ?- he's sweet
11. Do you miss number 5 ?- yea!!!
12. Would you make out with number 4 ?- nope
13. What’s your opinion of number 2 ?- he's a nice person
14. What's your favorite memory with number 5 ?- can't think of any right now
15. What would you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?- i would kill number 2
16. Ever had a long conversation with 5 ?- all the time
17. Have you ever slept at 2's house?- yea
18. Do you hang out with 3 a lot?- yea!!
19. Who have you known the longest?- number one!!!
20. How often do you talk to 1 ?- everyday.she calls me n talk more than 1 hour la altho got ntg to talk bout.
23. Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend?- yes.good fren?
24. Would you go out for a date with 5 ?- nope
25. Do you dream about 2 ?- hmm.mayb got kuaa
26. What did no 4 did to you that you can never forget?- our complicated relationship
27. What's 3 hobby?- hanging out gua
28. Tag 5 people :
2) Chen Hueh
4) Phey Shan
5) Phey Yee