Written at 6:27 PM on Wednesday, July 11, 2007 0 comment(s)
today i received a friend request in my friendster from an old crush of mine who have had really crushed my heart...well,we were friend for 3 years of which i liked him for 2....well,i guess during that time i was really naive and stupid i guess....that's why i couldn't see the malicious prick that he was...well,just now i viewed his profile and i don't know why a feeling of anger and hatefulness took over me and it almost made me choked...during the three years of friendship,a lot of things happened and a lot of lies were told...i guess,our friendship was mainly based on a lot of lies...i really appreciate that friendship we had during that time but i really despise him now...thanks for letting me live in denial during that period of time...but i finally took over my own life and even though i might not always be happy like i used to be during that time,i am just happy no longer living a lie....should i accept the friend request or not?i might be disturbed at the thought that i might regret not accepting his friend request but i also hate it if everything came back to me and I'll go through that period of sadness again...