today,as the whole of Malaysian citizen should have known,is MERDEKA!!!so what is everyone doing right now?celebrating this momentous day??well,PIZZA HUT is having a merdeka promotion so for everyone who like PIZZA,do order it..it's really cheap....haha!wonder how pack will all the KTMs and all the road be??probably very right..so that's why none of us would think of going out...smart right us??haha!!well,nothing much to blog bout..it's just that i've currently finish my MOCK so i'm taking a few days break away from books...feel so much relax and not stress like the 3 days during exam..hardly had any sleep and ate so much pizza..haha!!!how long and hard we have strive to earn our independence day!do remember malaysians..though i won't lie that i do hate some system introduced by our government such as the Kuota system..stupid system....well,enjoy this video...

today,I'll be sitting for my last paper for MOCK,my LAW paper...i gotta do SIX question and i think I have 12 to choose from if i'm not wrong...My law is not really strong right now because for my MOCK and my A2,my law paper consists of CONTRACT and TORT law....do you know how thick this two reference book add up will be?i woke up around 8 and i slept for only 3 hours..GAWD,i feel so TIRED...might sleep back around 11 or 12,if not,I might feel so sleepy in the examination hall,I might fall asleep instead of doing my law paper...thank GOD MOCK is over after today but I still have A2 to "look forward" to...gonna hibernate for few days because i feel like my whole body ache like hell and i feel so tired...probably look haggard now.....well,i would like to tell Carly,thanks a bunch for looking out for me these few days...IF i get to go into degree and IF we get to go to UK,i'll pei u go watch your football ok?haha!don't worry,I'll come again after the holidays..ngek!ngek!ngek!*evil laughter*

Proud Of You

Love in your eyes
Sitting silent by my side
Going on Holding hand
Walking through the nights

Hold me up Hold me tight
Lift me up to touch the sky
Teaching me to love with heart
Helping me open my mind

I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
Till the end of the time

Believe me I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
The heaven in the sky

Stars in the sky
Wishing once upon a time
Give me love Make me smile
Till the end of life

Hold me up Hold me tight
Lift me up to touch the sky
Teaching me to love with heart
Helping me open my mind

I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
Till the end of the time

Believe me I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
The heaven in the sky

Can't you believe that you light up my way
No matter how that ease my path
I'll never lose my faith

See me fly
I'm proud to fly up high
Show you the best of mine
Till the end of the time

Believe me I can fly
I'm singing in the sky
Show you the best of mine
The heaven in the sky

Nothing can stop me
Spread my wings so wide

today,I sat for my Econs paper...i totally screwed it up...it felt so cold in the room today..probably because i "kap liew" and i was so "gan cheong",i drank so much water even though i'm "kap liew"ing....well,i think i might get such horrible marks that my leturer might gimme negative marks...haha!recently,I started coughing d...just this recent two days and it irritates my throat so much....tomorrow is my law paper..haiz.....i don wanna screw my law paper but........................

i sat for my MOCK business paper this morning....well,I survived it...but I don't know how the results will turn out to be..hopefully,I did quite OK...well,tomorrow it's my ECONS paper and sorry to have to disappoint my econs lecturer but i think i'm gonna do pretty bad at it tomorrow....Econs is a really tough paper..Man,what Sir said when we entered A-level about Econs being tough,that's true...i don't think so i will even pass my econs paper....die lo...haiz....even though i did read but i never knew how to implied what i've learned and put it into writing..and Wednesday,I'll be having my Law...arghh....2 more torturing days..I'm so dead...=.="

tomorrow,my flight back home is at 8 15.. but i'll probably be at the airport by 7 15...haiz...a part of me can't wait to be back in INTI because i gotta finish my revision on my Business Studies paper because my MOCK first paper which is on Monday is my Business Studies...well,the lecturer leak that one of the past year paper will be coming out..if he lied to us,I'm so screwed...because to tell the truth,after i found out that our MOCK paper will be from our past year paper,i sort of dump my business book aside....thus,i have had only finish only half of the text book on business..so,i really hope my lecturer wasn't kidding around when he said that because if he is,I so totally know which car belongs to him...haha!well,i've studied my law a few times d...but i really couldn't recall much cases i studied...SH*T...what the **** happened...i got so stressed and pressured last night that i was practically crying the whole night through...and then i had a slight fever and when i woke up this morning,even though my fever's gone,my eyes looked like i just came out of a boxing match..would've posted the photo up if only it wasn't that horrible looking...well,if I do screw up my MOCK exam,which practically means I won't be able to enter into LLB for the January intake,i don't know what else I can do...well,Malaysia's buildings are quite tall and i think jumping down from the fourth floor might also do the trick d..considering so many suicide cases had already happened in INTI...(it's true,i'm not lying)...so kids,for your own safety,really..don't and i repeat DON'T come to INTI...haha!besides my holiday coming to an end quite soon,the ghost month is also coming to an end d...haiz...wish me luck for my MOCK on MONDAY,TUESDAY and WEDNESDAY...

*disclaimer*
*if anything was to happened to Mr.Chen's car,I had totally nothing to do with it*

So little time so much to do,
I rather spend my days with you,
So little time so much to do,
I'd like to spend one day with you,
And if that day is not enough,
Maybe we can stay in touch,
But i'm not making plans for tomorrow,
For tomorrow never comes.

the saddening feeling of leaving home is here again d...OMG..how time really flies...I'll be going back to INTI this Sunday...how very long only i can come back...haiz...screw INTI for being so far away....i think i'll work part time when i come back after my A-levels....hopefully i'll be employed..haha!well,that's still a long way to go before i finish my A-Levels....right now,my MOCK and A2 is much more important....

been quite some time since I last blogged...well,been really busy with loads of things at home...MOCK exam is just around the corner...well,the books are like still sky high and there is only so much time left in my hands....haiz...the other day,it occurs to me that i might be really bad at studying and even if i do give up on my studies,it does not make any difference but i know that if i do give up,there's lots of people who will be disappointed in me...but if there is a possibility of a tree that does not bear fruits,will anyone still waste their time and effort to continue planting the tree??well,this holiday,i did a lot of silly stuffs and spend more time playing instead of studying..probably won't be coming back till after A2 d...life goes by like a flash of light and it passed by with just a blink of an eye....the one week 3 days that I've been back here felt really short....i had a weird thought that if i no longer exist,what difference would it make?Ohh,Ghost Month is here d..well,few weeks d...wanna remind you all...don't go out till very late o...later..ngek ngek ngek....i guess Jasmine would know this fact for sure because to her,Ghost Month is very important...much more important than our AS results....well,gotta get back to my books d..hanging around the laptop for more than what i should have d...toodles...

thank you guys for remembering my birthday.....well,loads of people wished me "happy birthday" but how come like so little presents??the only presents i receive up till now is the pink and furry purse from Stephy(thanks Stephy) and my external hard disk..and my mom,dad and sis celebrated my birthday with a birthday cake just now...thanks a lot....studies is going well but law really got loads of cases..really scared can't fit everything in...the A-Levels people think we all robot meh?even if just study the text book only without the case books and the other revision book also so many cases d...if anyone can fit all of this cases in including their economics and business in one year,I'll chop my head down for them to sit..(touch wood,touch wood)tomorrow morning gotta follow my mom out den gotta prepare for the party later in the afternoon...probably not gonna sleep tonight because really wanna finish studying my business textbook...don't know wanna change my blog skin or not??or maybe will change it after the MOCK exam...can be recycled to be used for next year...hehe!!how come none of my friends here play basketball...maybe they got play but because i lost mine,and they read my blog then they dowan borrow me...hehe!scared i lost theirs as well.....thanks a lot Carly,for calling me and wishing me "Happy Birthday"..only a few people did that..not that i'm complaining....

just now i went and played basketball to release the tension...as most of you know,or didn't know,the side of my house is really near the river...i was throwing the ball and was so excited especially when the ball went in the hoop,well,just 2-3 minutes into the game,the ball went in the hoop for the last time when i threw it an it rolled down the pole and kept rolling with my sister running after it and finally,it went into the river...i thought it would just fall on the bank of the river...when i push the leaves out of my face,i saw the basketball "swimming" with the fishes in the river..saddening...guess that would mean,i would have to add a new item to my wish list..haiz....when i told my mum,she kept shaking her head...so teruk...haiz...must see when the basketball having sales..that day i went in the Royal Sporting House and i saw the Nike basketball which costs RM 119 ++......the price so expensive,i also +_+" like that lo....hehe!nvm nvm...to "an wei" myself,the ball also a little spoil d(i think)..when I pump the ball with air,the ball will kembang den after a while,it "lembik balik" d.....hehe!anyone has any means of getting me a basketball?no need shy shy wo....

two more days till that very special day....so everybody,don't forget o....presents,presents,presents....ngek!ngek!

kai yang has already uploaded the home cooked meal on his friendster..well,thank you....Oh,and in his friendster,he called me carly and stephy ah sei leh...haiz...so pitiful...haha!

jess my artwork:egg,chicken and soup
jess:the vege
carly:fish
stephy:rice
kai yang:eat

the happy couple with all the home cooked food

i'm back home d...right now in the living room...my sis watching summer live concert..actually she wanted to go to Ipoh and watch it one..malangnia my mum don't allow...wakaka!she keep on waiting for her Daniel...finally,he appeared....haiz...she n her daniel....gonna start studying soon ...just wanna update since got a little time..haha!toodles....

things i did during my 9 hours in LCCT:

just now i saw an "ang mo kao"(penang language for Caucasians)...i'm not trying to offend anyone but i was taught that they were called ang mo kao...if it was to be translated precisely,it would mean white monkey(i think)...i don't know why they were called that?well,just now i saw one very "sui"(pretty) one...but must minus mark because she smoked....but she look so cool..sumore come lean beside the glass window beside me...would have had snapped her photo if i can but i scared she might bash me up...she must be trying to lure me into smoking..i will not give in to her..haha!!her cigarette looks different than those that the people here smoke...it's much more slimmer...maybe made for girls geh..haha!!!a guy kept trying to start a conversation with her but she just chatted a while den left d...must be Malaysian guys look scary to her...then now got a group of China visitors...making so much noise....thank God i can't hear them....


Coffee Bean off their music d...but now i got no mood to watch supernatural d..so just on my ttplayer and let the music flow lo...sumore not wearing head phones....hopefully no one finds me irritating but even if they do,i practically don't care...OMG!how selfish of me...but i don't care..ngek!ngek!ngek!


feel so bored now...feel like studying but so noisy with everyone talking but feel so guilty if i don't...even if i was to study,i probably can't memorize the cases....just now,two Caucasians looking so "gan cheong" came into coffee bean and one of the shouted "does anyone speak english?"den i replied "ya,i do"(so kepo)....den she said"O!Thank God!"...then she explained to me that her bank card got swallowed by the ATM machine..then i asked her what can i do to help her?then she said that she can't get the back card out anymore but that she needed the internet to transfer money from her friend's account into her account as both of them share the same account but has different cards...well,then she asked if can i borrow her the laptop and she said she would pay me 5 pounds...i went totally =_=" then i told her it's ok(considering that i did not pay for the internet and the electricity)...after finishing,she was so grateful and keep on saying thank you thank you....hehe!!so kind of me to help them leh...i "mengharumkan" malaysia's nama d leh...some more so kind of me to not charge them money leh....hehe!!!must be non of you guys knew that i was so honest and kind leh....next time don't say that i'm evil d ok??


even though air asia's air hostess is not bad looking but i still prefer MAS's air hostess....i'm not saying that they are ugly,to me it doesn't matter how bad you look outside as long as you're pretty on the inside...some girls are so bad and evil,they would say just about anything just to condemn you....just now i saw a pregnant woman smoking..how could she??doesn't she know that smoking is bad for the baby?why would she wanna hurt her baby?


now it's 1 30 am...LCCT is practically dead...still got a few people around which i can count if i combine my fingers and toes....thank God for Internet but there's really not much websites i can surf around for and i don't know why you tube keep on failing on me...feel like wanna go "shh!shh!" but no one will take care of my things if i go to the toilet..haha!!maybe i will go at around 4 something...haha!!so worry bout my luggage la...so worry it will be over 12 kg lo....if so,i don't know what i should do with the rest of the books d...very heavy neh....i keep on confusing lend and borrow..i hate lo...why must be so confusing geh??

it's currently 2 37 am...still onlining with my laptop...the wireless here is so unstable...feel so sleepy albeit my bed isn't here...the LCCT trolley crew is washing the trolley outside....didn't knew the trolley would be washed...hmm....++ points for LCCT...very hygienic....in a few more hours i gotta go check in d...if only i don't have my luggage..then i don't have to go check in with the rest of the passengers d..haiz...the next holiday will be very soon but it's only for a few days..i don't know if should i return?will consider that later....feel hungry d now...haiz...so fast...must be got cacing in my stomach..very long din't eat the cacing medicine d....oOoO..the trolleys look so clean now...so shiny....

it's now 3 16 am...everyone looks so tired...i too feel so tired....nothing i can do about it...gotta stay up till 6 55...hopefully my god bro will still be home when i reach home..if not,i'll not be able to meet him for quite some time d....he going overseas d...why even local people also will come and over night here de?they all look like working local...they should be back home sleeping and just drive here when their departure time is near ma..should be only car-less people like me should sit public transport here ma...i feel like watching hair spray la...it's not out in dc++ yet...maybe it will be when i return for my MOCK exam...haha!can't wait to go back and snap loads and loads of photos...hehe!!!

it's 4 04 d now...i wanna prepare to go check in d....so probably later not going to online anymore d...if can when i go back i shall update my blog when i'm sick of studying and i'm free..if not then i can't update my blog d...Carly Yap...don't forget to bring back my birthday present ok??give it to me before the MOCK exam ha...so that i will feel very happy then i'll sit for my MOCK exam the best i can...hehe...don't gimme photo frame lo...i take and throw you one lo....hehe!!

right now the slumber party at LCCT has already began....i just finished my dinner at McDonalds and i'm hanging out at Coffee Bean in LCCT....i wanted to watch supernatural but the music at coffee bean is too loud d....just now a lecturer of mine sms me and told me that it's ok..it has already passed and i should just concentrate on my next challenge....i feel really touched that everyone keep on telling me it's ok and keep on trying to make me feel much better because of my horrible results but everytime someone tells me it's ok,it makes me feel so much worst that i did so horrible....i feel that i'm such a big disappointment and i disgust myself....saddening right??i wished i could cry it all out..i kept pushing back my tears and i keep choking on them...i'll be back home tomorrow...though it's stated in my time table that it will be my semester break but to me,this is nothing more than a time for me to concentrate more on my studies for I don't wanna make the same mistake for my MOCK exam anymore....am I that bad at my studies?I really do understand what the lecturer taught me in class but when i'm in the exam hall,somehow the question seems estranged to me....wonder how many of my friends would turn up at my party or how many of them would even wish me "Happy Birthday"..everytime of this year,I would always look forward to 16th of August as everytime someone wishes me "Happy Birthday",it would bring so much joy to me knowing that someone care enough for me to waste a few cents of their credit to wish me even though they could've used the few cents to sms their love ones....

I would like to thanks someone here..."thank you so much Jess for helping me with my external hard disk....i really appreciate all your help and i'm sorry for being so troublesome o...will pay you back your RM 3.40 as soon as holiday is over..."

I should write down what i owe to others if not i would forget...hmm,I owe chen hueh RM 11.20 for helping me pay Jasmine for photostating my law book for me...Thanks ya,Jasmine...

It will be a very LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGG night tonight....but at least I have a transport to go back home....Amen to that..haha!!!

most of my friends are already back home and some,on their way back home...i'll be heading to LCCT later in the evening then my flight will be at 6 55 tomorrow morning...gonna be a tiring journey again....everytime i overnight in LCCT,i'll puke before getting on the flight...cannot tahan..too tired...

To all my dear A-Level friends,
Just wanna let you guys know that we have to pay and register for our A2 papers before the 30th of August....


dear Carly,
you also take care la...Hopefully evrything back home will turn out to be ok la...don't worry too much o...and study for your MOCK and A2 ok??if got anything then just call me la ok???my hp 24/7 also open one ....

would probably blog again later when i'm in LCCT...connection so much faster....

dear jess,

haha!good to know that your bf would have enjoyed our talkativeness...thanks for an amazing day today..hope to do that again before the programme is over k??all the best to you....we'll pay you the TnG money soon k??gotta go ATM 1st..no money liao....

dear edna,

hey,girl!thank you so much for your concern,it feels so good to know that i have a friend who care for me....i'm alright la girl...did you had fun at K today?the same goes for you ok?if anything happens,don't hestitate to call me..i'll always be there for you if you need me...(mentally,of course)..i'm really glad that you did well for your exam...this year better not forget wish me d lo....6 more days o..ngek!ngek!ngek!

as most of you guys know,i took my results yesterday morning(9th August 2007),well,would have had blogged bout it sooner if only my connection was up....well,would have put up my results if i had been happy bout the results...well,i did badly...would have cried if only i could....well,the day before yesterday(8th August 2007),me and my friends went to GIANT to get some groceries for yesterday's dinner....would put up the photo of the dinner as soon as possible...well,we cooked quite a lot of food...a soup,fish,chicken,veggies,rice,barli,and wheat grass...we decided to cook because we wanted to celebrate(for those who did well in their results and comfort ourselves(for me,mainly)...I'm glad to have such good friends who's always there to comfort me....and I'm glad i could be of help when they were feeling down.....we went to a friend's apartment(jess) at 1 something to cooked the soup(it's a slow cooker,OK?)...then we cut all the veggies and chicken and marinate them....then after that we sat down and play poker cards at 4 something then we suddenly decide to have a change of activity and think really hard for an activity(it's Nilai ok?)...then we decided to go to GIANT again..only this time,we didn't bought anything except for ice-cream....then we decided to head back at around 6 and we started to cooked...everything went well and we cleaned all the dishes...rice,veggies and all.....then my sifu(stephy) cut oranges and then after finish eating,we went into Jess's room to hear some songs and watch some cartoons...after that around 9 something,Wilson came then we decided to go out for yam cha and as usual...we got lost...AGAIN....Jess paid with her TnG and when we went the wrong way,she was like,"ahh!my TnG a....no money d.."haha!!!well,that's not the funniest part...the first mistake we made was when Jess was dreaming and brought us to dono what road instead of the Seri Kembangan road...then after that,the second mistake we made was when i asked whether U-Turn or not and Jess bf,Kai Yang(not sure of the spelling) answered,"ya!"...well,when i turned,everyone in the car was like,"wei! wei!Turn back la....wrong d la"..well,i went too far down the U-Turn to turn back d...so we went back to the same toll and paid the same amount of money..AGAIN....and we took another U-Turn to make the right way to go to the yam cha place without U-Turn'ing' and by doing so,we paid when we passed through ANOTHER toll...haha!Jess lost all appetite and was "mood-less".....as Carly had said before "buy an experience" but this experience is really expensive...so we calculated the toll fees and each of us has to fork in RM 3 each...Kai Yang,Jess,Carly,Wilson and me....then after yam cha,we went back...Jess said to follow the KLIA road and the driver,Wilson,don't know why,decided to bring us the other way and we had to waste toll money again(RM 3 included d)...well,it's ok la...considering that our dinner only cost each of us RM 5....Stephy,Carly,Jess,Kai Yang and me...after that we went for pool till we played really bad(as usual when feeling tired)...then we came back to hostel lo...eventful day right?well,I felt much better after talking to my dad bout my results...at least i didn't got scolded but I know he must have had felt disappointed....sorry,Dad!Mock Exam will be here in two weeks time...haiz...worry worry gain....so many books to bring back.....must be very heavy....there a guy which i despise so much for telling me a lie who keep on annoying me...hateful!hopefully,he'll realize one day that he did a mistake by lying to me...as the saying goes "honesty is the best policy"...if only he realized and said sorry...to me,sorry is a very powerful word...



sorry daddy and mummy,for being such a disappointment

finally,the day where i will receive the news on how badly i had screwed up this time....today will be the day...i dono what time I'll go and get my results as the science students would probably be rushing over the the SOSAM office to listen to their results...maybe i should go a little while later....so that the whole office wouldn't be packed like nobody's business...well,wish me all the best..just now,when i was playing basketball with Carly,we threw the ball with our body facing the opposite side of the net....and i said aloud,"if i was to get at least 3 C's,let the ball get into the net..."and then i threw the ball....twice the ball did not entered...then Carly kept on telling me not to worry...the came her turn to throw...she entered it fabulously and i kept saying that GOD trying to tell her that she'll get all A's....after that,we played on to wait for the return of Natalie...then we told Natalie about the game....she told us that she didn't wanted to play...ha ha!after playing for what seems to be a long time,Carly decided to go yam cha....den I'm right now back into my hostel d...i think my parents don't realize that my results will be out tomorrow....it's not that i haven't told them...i have...probably because they hardly read my blog and that they're really busy with the USANA medicine they're promoting now....if i screwed up on my results,i really don't know how to tell them my results and i fear to have to hear disappointment in their voice when i do tell them my results(that is if i screwed up)...i vomited just now when i think that the results to be released soon....just now went out with my friends to buy some groceries and probably will be cooking tomorrow for dinner...well,tomorrow will probably be a day for me to sleep in and cry my heart out.....even if i do head out,my eyes might be red as hell and puffy too....really gotta study harder for my A2 examinations d..they will be after my mock exam from 27th August till 29th August(first draft)....i really did study hard..but somehow i will freeze at the exam hall...well,probably not enough preparation....I'm a horrible student..after my results,a friend of mine wanna come for supper with us...if i do cry,how to go out??hide my face and don't go to places with light..ha ha!my friend's boyfriend came to visit her to give her a shoulder to cry on...why can't my boyfriend be like that?gotta point this out to him d...and they look so adorable together...wish them all the best in their relationship.....sorry if i bullied you all just now..just trying to tease you guys..sorry....hehe!

class will be at 8 tomorrow,thus i still have a couple more hours to spare...just read a little of my misrep and mistake....feeling so lazy...even if i do study,i don't think so i can fit in any more cases in my head...i really worry bout the day after tomorrow and people beside me keep on reminding me...results will be out at 10 according to a friend of most of the science class students....really worried...if my results stink like shit,I'll probably have no mood to do anything at all....last time,i don't know how many years ago,there was a suicide case of an Indian girl...she finish sitting for her spm paper and results will be out in a few more days,she decided to suicide and i think she left a piece of note which i have forgotten what was written there...i guess she just couldn't take the pressure....during that time,i thought she was just stupid(no offence to her,don't haunt me) because results will be out soon and she had finished her papers ade..so why is it that she decide to suicide?well,till now i still do think that she's a little silly but at least i do understand why she did it d....don't worry,i guess I'm not those suicidal type...if i suicide then i won't be able to pass my 21st birthday and i won't be able to feel tormented by having a working life and i won't be able to know the feeling of not having money and i won't be able to let my mummy and daddy go for trips to many many places d right??but sometimes,many types of pressure will let you feel like it's better off dying....well,up until now,i guess this would be the most pressured i felt probably cause i'm usually very easy-going....even when my spm results come out,i was like,don't matter...because for my AS,i really did try my best and i have had given all my best....probably the only time,i'm really serious at an exam...well,there comes a time in one's life where she finds it necessary to be serious in life....hmm,either growing more matured or more "kolot" d....haha!!!either way,really gotta find ways to lighten up or i really will drown myself feeling pressured..haha!!!ok....wanna go study for my misrep and mistake d..if not,i'll pull stephy down with my stupidness and laziness...hopefully,i'll be able to remember all that i've studied today...at least i'm in the same gang as stephy and carly...stephy is really smart and carly is really smart with US cases which my sir says doesn't involve us taking the Cambridge paper because it's from UK...haha!!!well,at least she's smart too....maybe i should be the one in charge of the buzzer..haha!!just keep on pressing....den both of them answer....

Ah Beng went to take night courses with the reasoning in future can get promotion or better job.
During work, Ah Beng likes to show off to Ah Seng about his knowledge.

Ah Beng : Ah Seng ah... I've been taking night courses for 3 months already,
next week is the exam.
Ah Seng : Oh... Good luck ah.

Then Ah Beng started show off...
Ah Beng : Ok, I test you, who is Graham Bell?
Ah Seng : Don't know
Ah Beng : He is the inventor of phone la... in 1876, see... if you take night
courses,you would know this.........................
Ah Seng : *speechless*

The next day, Ah Beng shows off again...
Ah Beng : Ah Seng ah... let me ask you, who is Jean Jacques Rousseau?
Ah Seng : Wash your toilet one ah?
Ah Beng : No! He's the author of"Confessions", nah nah nah... told you already, if you take night
courses, you would know this..........................
Ah Seng : *speechless + frustrated*

The next day, once again...
Ah Beng : Do you know who is AlexanderDumas?
Ah Seng : Your gay partner?
Ah Beng : Choiii!!! If you don't know don't simply answer la. He's the author of
"The 3 Musketeers", if you take night courses, you would know this........................
Ah Seng : *speechless + frustrated + irritated

This time Ah Seng cannot tahan(stand)anymore and ask Ah Beng...
Ah Seng : Eh... Do you know who is Ah Kaw?
Ah Beng : Errrr... No!
Ah Seng : He's the guy sleeping with your wife!! If you stop night courses, you would know
this!!
Ah Beng : *fainted*

i feel so bored right now...not that i don't have anything to do with my law quiz on misrep and mistake tomorrow...just not in the mood right now...and i just got stabbed....

INSTRUCTION :
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

1) I miss somebody right now.
2) I do not watch tv these days.
3) I wear glasses or contact lenses.
4) I love to play video games.
5) I have tried marijuana.
6) I have been in a threesome.
7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
8) I have changed mentally over the last year.
9) I curse.
10) I am totally smart.
11) I’ve broken someone’s bones.
12) I am paranoid sometimes.
13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
14) I need money right now.
15) I love sushi.
16) I talk really, really fast.
17) I have long hair.
18) I have lost money in Las Vegas.
19) I have at least one sibling.
20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
21) I couldnt survive without Caller ID.
22) I like the way I look.
23) I am usually pessimistic.
24) I have a lot of mood swings.
25) I have a hidden talent. i dunno what but im pretty sure i have one.
26) I am always hyper.
27) I have a lot of friends.
28) I have pecked someone of the same sex.
29) I enjoy talking on the phone.
30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
31) I love to shop.
32) Enjoy window shopping.
33) I would rather shop than eat.
34) I dont hate anyone.
35) I am a pretty good dancer.
36) I am completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
37) I have a cell phone.
38) I believe in God.
39) I am an adrenaline junkie.
40) I watch MTV on a daily basis.
41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
42) I have rejected someone before.
43) I want to have children in the future.
44) I have changed a diaper before.
45) I have called the cops on a friend before.
46) I am not allergic to anything.
47) I have a lot to learn.
48) I am shy around members with the opposite sexs.
49) I have made a move on a friends, significant other or crush in the past.
50) I have tried alcohol before.
51) I own the South Park movie.
52) I would die for my best friend.
53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
58) I am happy at this moment!
59) I am obsessed with girls/guys.
60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
61) I study for tests most of the time.
62) I am comfortable with who I am right now.
63) I have more than just my ears pierced.
64) I walk barefoot wherever I can.
65) I have jumped off a bridge.
66) I love sea turtles.
67) I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
68) Plan on achieving a major goaldream.
69) I am proficient in a musical instrument.
70) I hate office jobs.
71) I love sci-fi movies.
72) I think water rules.
73) I went college out of state.
74) I like sausages.
75) I love kisses.
76) I fall for the worst people.
77) I adore bright colours.
78) I cant live without black eyeliner.
79) I dont know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
80) I usually like covers better than originals.
81) I can pick up things with my toes.
82) I can whistle.
83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
84) I have ridden/owned a horse.
85) I still have every journal I've written in.
86) I can stick to a diet.
87) I talk in my sleep.
88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
89) I have jazz in my blood.
90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
91) I wear a toe ring.
92) I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
93) I am a caffeine junkie.
94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
95) I have been to over 15 conventions.
96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
97) I am an artist.
98) I only clean my room when necessary.
99) I like a person of the same sex.
100) I love being happy.

now i wanna stab:-
(i doubt if even 5 people read my blog)

1. carly
2. wilson
3. hsu leng
4. phey shan
5. phey yee

a friend of mine got striked by her weekly-gastric again...why do people know that they have gastric and yet don't eat right??den they'll end up having gastric and by having gastric,so much money would have been wasted....eat right,play right and be alright....Carly,get well soon and stop eating so much junk food or things u shouldn't be eating on an empty stomach la...drink Milo or something before u go for class la..

i really do envy those people who grew up in UK,with their slang....somehow,it just amazes me...i think Joscelyn Eve Stoker really do have a heavy slang..even in her songs....somehow to me,this slang makes me feel that these type of people are somehow more high-class...no offence to Malaysians...but our English(most of us) really do suck....and a citizen of UK which i have had always love is Julia Elizabeth Wells....especially after Mary Poppins,princes diaries,sound of music,shrek...I'm sure most people would agree that she is not only a great actress but she does have a great voice as well....and she looks terribly pretty as well....

i just realize today that i thought all along my results will be out on the 8th...haiz...it's suppose to be out on the 9th...great!another tormenting day....today's just the 7th...haiz.....

butterfly kisses by Bob Carlisle

i have had always loved this song...especially the lyrics...it almost makes me cry everytime...if given a chance,i want this song to be my father-daugter dance at my wedding one day....it sort of tells a person's life from her dad's perspective in 5 minutes ++ and every part of it is so touching....



There's two things I know for sure:
She was sent here from heaven and she's daddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes and
I thank god for all the joy in my life
Oh, but most of all
For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;sticking little white flowers all up in her hair;
"Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried."
In all that I've done wrong I know I must
have done something right to deserve a hug
every morning and butterfly kisses at night.
Sweet 16 today
She's looking like her mama a little more everyday
One part woman, the other part girl.To perfume and make-up from ribbons and curls
Trying her wings out in a great big world.
But I remember butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;
sticking little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, Daddy, But if you
don't mind I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time.
"With all that I've done wrong I must have done
something right to deserve her love every morning
and butterfly kisses at night.
All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by.
Precious butterfly.
Spread your wings and fly.
She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride-room just staring at her.
She asked me what I'm thinking and I said
"I'm not sure-I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."
She leaned over...
gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there,
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
"Walk my down the aisle, Daddy-it's just about time."
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, Daddy? Daddy, don't cry!"
Oh, with all that I've done wrong I must have
done something right.
To deserve your love every morning and butterfly
kisses-I couldn't ask God for more, man this is what love is.
I know I gotta let her go,
but I'll always remember
every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses.

my friend posted a post up on his blog which goes like this:

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

No readers, no post.
Ok. Here's the deal.I'm going to stop posting and take a break.Everyday I post, and ya my posts might be boring, but I just felt that it's becoming a total waste of time, for me to post and read my own posts everyday. I doubt all my friends visits here more often than I do myself. The counter is just not increasing!So till I get some support, this blog is will not get any updates or whatsoever.Thank you.
Posted by Andy Lo Tern Chern at 16:23

silly right??if people don't wanna read ur blog just let them be la...what r u trying to prove??that ur famous???so i decided,i shall not drop any comments...as this is way too silly....

i had never felt a moment of envy or jealously in my relationships before...never before...till now....i had never know how hurt someone can get in a relationship....thinking back bout all those cheating and lying i have had done in my previous relationships...how much i have had sinned...i never knew the word "hurt"...how hurt could someone get when they found out that their partner had cheated on them?i had never understood why my friends could have cried when they broke up or why they feel hurt when they found out the guy had cheated on them?actually during those times,i would have just said that they were silly...why cry over a silly guy right?there's still a million other fishes in the sea..just swim deeper...tho with the ratio of guys and girls in the world right now,i doubt that everyone will find their perfect partner...it takes me a year and almost 7 months to realize that someone could be hurt in relationship...no wonder marriage counselors could make so much money...well,but I'm a little different kind of person...when i get hurt,my heart would heal easily and then i would learn to not trust that person anymore..slowly by slowly,the door of my heart will slowly close...i have had never had faith with relationships and this time around is no exception as well...i don't think so i could last forever with this guy I'm currently with...but it's kinda sweet if only i could imagine my future with someone i love being with me....well,who knows,i might not get married and i might just end up adopting a kid and naming him "Maddox"....maybe different different colours right..ha ha!!!well,that's all in my future...i might not even have a future....everything does have it's good and bad side right???I'm just thinking ahead with the "what if" attitude what....

just woke up and yet i still feel so tired...i didn't set my alarm at this time and even when it didn't rang,i have totally no idea why I'm awake...i really still feel like sleeping and yet i cant...so i decided to take a bathe and have a peek of my porridge..hmm..not bad....ohhh ya..i wanted to thank carly for making me pasta just now...even tho i do like the gravy more than the pasta....much more prefer the pasta my mum made which i haven't eaten in such a long time....well,i will be going back this Saturday for 2 weeks and hopefully,my mum will make it....well,i miss the lasagna from pizza hut....haven't eaten pizza for a very long time...i should stop craving for food d...later it'll only make me feel hungry....right now,I'm kinda worried bout my luggage to be taken back home...i can only bring back 15 kg of stuff and that would include my books:

1. a contract book
2. q & a of contract law
3. tort text book
4. tort's casebook-2
5. tort's q & a
6. business textbook
7. economics text book

and all my other rubbish which i wanna bring back for my family-junk food mainly...haha!!!can't wait to finish a-levels to get rid of all my books....worried for myself and my results...AS and A-Levels...even tho i have not sat for the A-Levels paper but the thought of failing send shivers down my spine...well,a friend of mine wrote in her msn that "if u know how powerful your thoughts are,you will never think of a negative thought"...well,even if i do know how powerful my thoughts are but the foreseeability of failing grades really makes me scared....well,shouldn't worry bout that yet....guess all i can do is just study till i go crazy and go sit for the exam...haha!!

i don't wanna remind anyone about the party I'll be having on the 17th again d...if my friends have the heart to be there,they will....hopefully I'll see everyone there...which would be almost impossible...well,it's OK....if they can make it,hopefully they will...if they don't it's OK too..because i know a few of my close friends will be there...glad bout that....and for those who stay too far from my house and can't make it there...thanks for at least informing me...hopefully,they'll bring me presents after the holidays..hahaha!!!!

this morning,a friend of mine messaged me and told me that he will be visiting so we decided to meet up...den we decided to go to mid valley after meeting up and we had quite a bit of fun...first,the whole car of us(only 3 of us) didn't know the way to mid valley,so we ended up going round and round mid valley for like an hour ++...After that,since we knew we were lost,we asked around for directions...we asked a toll guy which kinda pointed us to the wrong direction or maybe he didn't but we maybe it's because we didn't really followed his directions...well,after that we got even more lost...so when we were stopping at a traffic light,i decided to roll down my window and tried to attract another car's attention to asked for directions....but at least this time,the guy pointed us to the right direction but the driver must be a bad navigator and i don't know why he can't even make a proper U-Turn...den we got lost again...den after that we asked another guard in a housing area and this time,we finally got it right..when i saw mid valley,i felt so relieved...we went there and we ateat Manhattan....can't wait to get rid of the coupons..thanks guys for eating with me...den after that we went and bought something which i had been planning to buy for quite a while but not really feel like buying because it's kinda expensive....
i bought the loreal volume shocking...i tried it on and i really like it..it really does make ur lashes longer....but it's kinda costly....well,den after that we went for the Simpson's movie...we had a good laugh and den after that we went back and upon arriving my hostel block,a friend of mind decided to play basketball and when we were playing basketball,the driver decided to throw the ball at my leg and it kinda turned into a dodge ball game instead....then after that,we accompanied him for his supper in mamak stall den the friend who suggested for us to play basketball suggested that after he eat,we shall go and play pool...we played for a little while and when i came out of the shop,i smelled like cigarette...tomorrow,gotta go wash clothes d....den right now,I'm back in my hostel d...and it's all going to go back to studies d....well,all in all,it has been a very eventful day....hope to have another eventful day after my mock exam....

4 more days till my AS results come out...i kinda don't really have faith in my results...i think i might fail something...hopefully,if i do,it will be either econs or business but not law...this is because the law i took during my AS exam is English legal system and the laws I'll be sitting for for my A2 are contract law and tort law....if i do fail,I'm afraid the burden will be too big for me to carry..having to study all three laws together...how i wish i only have to sit for law instead of having to take all three papers-economics,business studies and law...haiz....don't really get it..i don't see the relationship between economics and business with law....maybe if we only choose one subject,the management might be afraid if we decided not to take LLB anymore,our A-Levels qualification will be useless....well,let's just pray for the best....my friend said just now that after taking results on Friday,she wanna go shopping...but i think after taking results,i probably won't have the mood to shop anymore....my friends,abby,chen hueh and jasmine went to the PC fair in KL today...i asked them to get me an external hard disk and when i connect the hard disk to my laptop,my laptop couldn't detect the hardware..well,if it works properly,this hard disk is a good deal but if it doesn't work,i would have wasted 200++ on this hard disk....well,all in all,just hope for the best and pray hard..

sometimes,a friend of yours just simply decides to drop you a message...well,there's nothing wrong with that but i simply despise it when the person suddenly just decided to stop there when i ask him a question and without any notice just not reply me....why do people tend to do that??don't they know that's very very rude??

7 more days till my results come out...hmm...wonder how will the results turn out to be??haiz...what if i fail all my subjects??how how how???scary thought..but it is not impossible...

i wanna say thanks a bunch to a friend of mine...she confessed something to me...she told me the truth bout something....well,i'm really glad that she decided to tell me the truth...i don't think i look the least fierce..why do people tend to lie to me so much?but this girl who told me the truth is not the person i mentioned in my previous blog..i hope the person in my previous blog would repent and stop trying to lie to so many people...screw u!!!!