Once Upon A Time

sploosh chart

Written at 5:52 PM on Sunday, September 30, 2007 0 comment(s)

the top ten guys of October's sploosh chart..

10.Gary Dourdan

9.Aumary Nolasco

8.Jared Padalecki

7.Chad michael Murray

6.Justin Timberlake

5.Jude Law

4.David Beckham

3.Josh Duhamel

2.Wentworth Miller

and last but not least...

number 1........

no la...okok...the real one...

None other than

1.Jensen Ackles

besides having a great body,he also got a great personality...Yummy....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

a whole new world

Written at 5:02 PM on 0 comment(s)

i went blog surfing again just now and i came across a few blogs...as i go through thse blogs,i have a weird feeling...i don't know what to feel....i just feel that their parents are very protective of their child and they tend to be so loving and caring compared to some parents who don't appreciate their kids and not watch out for their kids....there are so many other people out there who are less fortunate then us and it just reminds me how i should appreciate my life and how much more should i appreciate my parents....do visit these pages and you'll understand how i feel....

izzy

ezra

abby

there are loads more but it will be too much for me to post all of them out....

p/s:do be thankful for what u have and appreciate all those around you.....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

thanks for making my day!

Written at 2:03 PM on 0 comment(s)

a friend of mine posted a bulletin on friendster which goes like this....i think he's either very gatal or he's desperately in need of someone....his bulletin goes as follow:

Subject:
HAI EVERYBODY , I AM STEVEN
Message:
YES , THIS IS MY THE MOST DIFFICULTTIME . FACING THE MOST DIFFICULT EXAMNOT FAR FROM NOW . HOPRFULLY, I CAN SHARE MY HAPPY AND SAD WITH YOU. MYPHONE IS 0164077152. YOU CAN JUST SEND ME MESSAGES , I WILL REPLY YOU AS FASTAS MY POSSIBLE. TAKE CARE YOURSELVE...

i wouldn't be caught dead writing a bulletin like this...anyone willing to give that poor guy a hand?do let me know how did it end up between both of u...*seriously* and besides,he's not that bad looking....u guys can view his friendster....i've already link him to this post...

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

anger

Written at 3:06 PM on Saturday, September 29, 2007 0 comment(s)

i feel so angry and cranky thinking back of all those past things......and i know exactly who to take it irrationally out on....someone i would like to call KX.....fuck u..who do u think u r to give me advice on what i should and should not do with my friends?if i think they are that type of person i have every fucking right to say what i think..this is call freedom of speech....if u r unhappy with what i say den don't listen to it..i can't stop u from listening and i did not stopped u from listening and u should not have had stopped me from talking bout them...i hate him thus i can condemn him in every way i like to..it's not like what i said is fiction or made up...it's just the same for him...if i can condemn him in every way i want and like to..he has every right to say the same thing about me...it's between me and him...if u have a friggin problem with it den go complain to him la...man,i regret not saying all of these to ur face...if it wasn't because i was in ur car and if it wasn't because i was close friend with ur sis,i would've said u there and then...my fire was so big in the car,i wanted so much to get down from the car and walked home....arghh!!!i'm so never gonna tumpang people's car anymore...it really gets on my nerves when something like this happens.....man...i'm even more angry now...God!!!!i'm so cranky nowadays...my time of the month must be coming closer.....i really can't stand having all these anger in me....i wanna find a beach..i need to scream all these anger out...i missed Penang!

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

vengeance

Written at 2:01 PM on 0 comment(s)

to move on with a happy life,one must learn how to forgive and forget....i still haven't forgive someone who's going on with his life happily and though he had not forgotten me,but he have had forgotten how hurtful he had left me feeling at that time....for most people,their first love would be most memorable one as it was the first time one fall in love but for me,every relationship i had been in had been very true...it could be that i was true at that time but it faded as time goes by but it was still true at that time...i truely believe in karma(i think)...for every relationship that i had been in and hurt the person in the relationship with me,i believe,that for every relationship that i really wanted to be in,i would be hurt again...but once again,love is also a game and to some,it might be sacred....love might be a game to me but that doesn't mean that i do not play it seriously...in fact,i think my life revolves around love....i think,up till now,i've been in more relationship than the number of years ive been and will be in the world....i really appreciate the relationship i am in now,in fact,i feel truly blessed to have someone who loves me these much and willing to sacrifice so much for me..but sometimes,i still have my "what ifs" and my "how comes".....is it true that one would never be satisfied with what they have till it's gone?i just need to forget and forgive my past....but sometimes even when one try her very best to forget,the past will somehow just creeps up on her....well,i wanna wish him a happy life and maybe someday when i'm able to forgive you,then i'll give you a call....till then,i wish you all the best... *through grited teeth*

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

cute stuffs off the net

Written at 12:12 PM on 0 comment(s)

i went net surfing just now and i came across an interesting web page...it's for all those pregnant lady who wanna keep count of how many days till little baby comes along..it's super cute..i wanna have a little baby too...why can't any of my friends be pregnant or why mummy don't wanna have another baby?i miss those days in mummy's Montessori where there are always kids around and kids really do say the darnest things....yet,they could be so cute at times.....and yet,annoying at some too...

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

chronology of events in Nurin's case

Written at 6:19 AM on 0 comment(s)

Aug 20: Nurin Jazlin’s parents file a missing person report when their daughter failed to return home after going to the night market near her home. The girl’s father, Jazimin Abd Jalil, appeals to the Press to help locate Nurin Jazlin, saying he is worried because his daughter, who has a kidney ailment, might not have access to the medication she needs to take regularly.
Aug 27: Nurin Jazlin’s mother, Norazian Bistaman, pours her heart out to the Press for the first time in appealing for help to locate her daughter.
Aug 28: Police classify the case as kidnapping.
Aug 29: A witness comes forward claiming to have seen Nurin Jazlin being bundled into a white van on the night of her disappearance (Aug 20).Some 300 members of the police, People’s Volunteer Corps (Rela), City Hall personnel and Rukun Tetangga (neighbourhood watch patrol) members join a large-scale operation to search for the girl in Wangsa Maju, Sentul, Kepong, Jinjang and Setapak.
Sept 3: Inspector-General of Police Tan Sri Musa Hassan appeals to the public to assist in the search because of a lack of leads.
Sept 5: Various groups, including 1,000 Federal Territory Umno Youth members on motorcycles, paste posters of Nurin Jazlin in the city while Perisi (a welfare association of former Military Intelligence Corps personnel based in Penang) mobilises its members to help in the search.
Sept 13: Nurin Jazlin’s family begins the Ramadan (fasting month) for the first time without the girl.
Sept 14: It’s been 26 days since Nurin Jazlin went missing and the reward for information to help trace her rises to RM26,000 with various groups coming up with cash, including RM3,000 from the Malaysian Crime Prevention Foundation (MCPF).
Sept 17: The naked body of a girl is found stuffed in a sports bag at a shoplot in Jalan PJS 1/48, Taman Petaling Utama, Petaling Jaya. The girl, aged between six and nine, has bruise marks on her neck and lacerations on her legs. Nurin Jazlin’s parents, when called to determine if the girl is their daughter, say she is not Nurin Jazlin.Police take blood samples from them for DNA compatibility tests.
Sept 19: Police begin the search for a mystery woman captured on the closed-circuit television (CCTV) camera installed at the shoplot where the body of the girl was found. The woman, attired in a red T-shirt and blue jeans, was recorded wandering aimlessly outside the shop before boarding a silver Perodua Kancil car driven by another person.
Sept 20: Petaling Jaya police chief ACP Arjunaidi Mohamed confirms that the DNA test results show that the girl found in the abandoned sports bag is Nurin Jazlin.
Sept 21: Jazimin, who had been adamant that the girl found in the sports bag is not Nurin Jazlin, comes to terms with the death of his daughter and claims her body from the Kuala Lumpur Hospital mortuary at 11.15am. Nurin Jazlin is buried after Friday prayers at the Wangsa Maju Muslim cemetery. Police set up a Sexual Abuse and Child Investigation Unit to beef up police efficiency in handling cases related to child abuse and domestic violence. Bukit Aman CID Director Datuk Christopher Wan Soo Kee heads a special team to investigate the brutal murder.
Sept 27: Police turn to the US Federal Bureau of Investigation (FBI) for help to solve the murder. Inspector-General of Police Tan Sri Musa Hassan says the FBI will help study the blurred images of the closed-circuit television recording related to the case.
Sept 28: CID Director Wan announces the arrest of four men and a woman in separate raids in Shah Alam last night to assist in the police probe into the murder of Nurin Jazlin. He says the arrests of the five, aged between 27 and 33 years, were made following a public tip-off. The four men are remanded for a week from today. The woman is released.

*sources from new straits times*

as Nurin's case took the whole of Malaysia by a storm,with all that the police had done and all the help from the media,one would wonder,what had caused the kidnapped of Nurin?most people would blame the police but is the police really at fault here?would Nurin not disappear had it been that police were on the lookout 24/7?but if i would be able to stand up for the police,i would say that our country couldn't afford to have a police for every family 24/7...police do owe us a duty of care to protect us but their time are also limited and i am sure they have had done everything in their power to protect us *despite the rasuah and a few other weaknesses* parents could be blamed for not taking good care of their kids and well,kids are naughty and some teenagers are way rebellious...well,i guess,no one's to actually be blame but everyone should at the same time just work hard to keep their own child and family safe...besides that,the three girls who ran away from home and hid in the cybercafe are way silly....why can't teenagers see that all their actions have consequences and though sometimes one might think that their parents do not understand them,they should at least try to stand in their parent's shoes and see that their parents sometimes disagree with what we wanna do because they are worried of our safety...

*i wrote this blog with a sour feeling that a girl had been kidnapped,raped and murdered....see,even though i may not be a parent,i fear for the life of my future kids and my siblings back home....the world is no longer safe and was never safe to begin with as crime cases begun way way before i was born....do be careful everyone...take good care of your siblings...God might be with us but God can't keep us safe all the time...we should take good care of ourselves and help each other.....*

Do rest in peace Nurin

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

10 years from 2007

Written at 1:45 AM on 0 comment(s)

as most of the people know,every ten years from graduation,a gathering will be held for the sake of getting together with your old classmates and knowing how everyone is doing right then...well,if every ten years,a gathering is held,by 2017,most of us will be 29 years old right,by 2027,most of us will be 39 years old,by 2037,most of us will be 49 years old,2047-59,2057-69 and so on lo...well,maybe in 2017,all of the old classmates will attend...den in 2027,maybe out of 40,37 will attend den in 2037,maybe out of 40,29 will attend,in 2047,maybe out of 40,19 will attend..in 2057,maybe out of 40 only ten will attend....why is there a sudden drop in the number of people attending?maybe by then,most of us will die d...maybe i will be amongst those who die early...u know la..to live till very old nowadays,one have to be super healthy and "lucky"....haha!!we shall see,who is the most treasured once....ngek ngek ngek!

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

QoTD

Written at 12:14 AM on 0 comment(s)

a friend of mine once told me that

" one could easily mistaken love for lust and lust for love..but once we make sure whether it is love or lust,it shouldn't be dangerous if it's only lust as love is the more dangerous game...."

i did not believe what he said before this as i thought,how could someone confuse love for lust..after what seems to be a century ago,i realized that guys would use love to get to lust and sometimes,after being in a confusing relationship,the guy sometimes would no longer remember he's aim of getting his original mission of getting lust as love conquers all..haha!could it go the other way around as well?i had never met a girl who would use lust to get to love except in movies but i know a few girls who would use lust to get what they want and it ain't love....players in the love-lust game will be very happy if it end up getting everything they want but if they game has a little too many players,the game might finally end up being pretty ugly.... *cough cough*except for games which the players enjoy foursome or more*cough cough*

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

transfer of sickness?

Written at 12:20 AM on Thursday, September 27, 2007 0 comment(s)

i started coughing about 2-3 weeks ago...when i was almost getting better,everyone started coughing which was most obvious when we were in class this afternoon...it was raining so heavily,i was having a hard time listening to Mr.Yee's lectures and besides that,everyone in class was coughing so badly....well,after a while of coughing,i guess Jasmine got annoyed at the loud coughing on mine and she turned back at stared at me fiercely...woooo...scared scared....but i really didn't wanted to leh...after that,when we were walking back from class,it was still raining but no worries..i didn't get wet...i was very careful not to get wet as my health is so fragile at this moment with all the coughing and sore throats from coughing and bleeding gum....unlike a friend of mine,who was so weak and having sore throats and coughing and skipping so many classes because of her sore throat,she still wanted to go under the rain because she didn't wanted to walk the long way...lazy bum bum....^-^ well,i pulled her so that she won't get wet or not later she complain to her mum that i din take care of her again....well,after coming back to the room,i felt so tired because i did not slept last night and i slept only to keep waking up because i was coughing so hard and felt feverish and i think i slept for around 5 hours...hehe!it was supposed to be an afternoon NAP ....hehe!!! *shy shy* well,i'm awake d now and i don't think so i'll be able to sleep tonight...or i might be able to....considering how piggy i could be at times...i envy Carly and Stephy and all those people who are staying so near,they'll be able to go back home tomorrow.... *envy envy*

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

thanks a bunch carly

Written at 7:23 AM on Wednesday, September 26, 2007 0 comment(s)

i would like to express my greatest gratitude to Carly for presenting me a very cute and meaningful award....thank you sooo much...and it's so super-duper cute...you just couldn't imagine how happy i am to receive this award...

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

thanks dear

Written at 4:04 AM on 0 comment(s)

thank you so much for giving me this award....it means so much to me for saying those words...sometimes even when you think the whole world has turned their back to you,bear in mind that i will always and forever be there for you...just have faith and work hard and things will eventually turn out to be the way you want it to...

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

the last months of a happy relationship

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just came back from YC(yam cha) with most of my course mates...as A-levels will be coming to an end soon and with the finals just around the corner,i have a mix feeling of being anxious and at the same time it's saddening that most of us will be going our own way after the graduation party and i doubt that i will be able to meet up with all of them at the same time again..it's sad how close we've gotten ever since a year and almost a half ago....when i came to college in May 2006,i hardly knew any of them...i've got a weakness of being close to people around me all the time and when graduation is here,i would most certainly never fail to cry...this reminds me of an episode from south park where the chef said that god created a lot of things for us just to take it away from us...chef said this was because god wanted so badly to see us suffer and cry....an example chef gave was that in order to make a baby cry,i would need to give her a lollipop because if i don't give her anything to begin with then that would mean that she would have nothing to cry over....i know it would be a sickening joke but somehow,i felt life is somewhat like that..if u guys believe that god is the one who gave us all of these happiness,why would s/he wanna take it all away?does this mean that god really did wanted to make us sad?well,as a conclusion,what i wanted to say was that i had a good day with my friends during yam cha and though we won't be able to do all that that often anymore,i still really treasure the friendship and may all of us pass our results with flying colours....may all of u succeed in ur path and may all of u achieve your dream ambition.....

here's a dedication of poem to all of my coursemates:

friends for life...

We have come such a long way in the time that we've known each other.

We've given each other encouragement and have accomplished things that we thought we could never do.

I have become a better person since knowing you.

You have given me many things which I will treasure for a lifetime...

And the most important thing of all,

is the gift of your friendship.

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

LLB?

Written at 9:55 PM on Tuesday, September 25, 2007 0 comment(s)

i went to the law office and asked when will the January intake for LLB begin...well,it will begin at 2nd January and enrollment will be at 27th December...which means that if i do enrol during that time,i won't be able to work a full month if i do start working in December..unless if the employer will be willing to employ me from 25 th of November..Besides that,i'm not even sure if i will be able to enrol for the LLB in January....haiz...my results are so bad....GOD!this is so frustrating.....haiz...i really do wanna enrol in the January intake because i won't need to move my stuffs out..man,this is annoying..i still haven't got back all my results and i'm not even sure when will all results slip be release....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

how violent can someone get?

Written at 5:10 AM on Monday, September 24, 2007 0 comment(s)

have u ever punch someone?i miss the feeling when i get angry and i could just go around punching the person who made me mad.....i think i would eventually turn to violence if things don't go my way...i'm just that kind of a person...though i could be soft sometimes but keeping all the anger inside of me really isn't good for me...sometimes,when i said something and no one listens,i would also get angry,though i think all my friends are respectable person and i respect them just as much as they respect me...just now,when i heard my sis complaining bout an asshole who said such stuffs , i somehow just got so angry...actually,i would turn extremely violent when people touch stuffs about my family and saying stuffs that i do not want to hear...it just bring painful memories back and it hurts so much...well,the purpose of me writing this post is besides the thing with my sis is that,i suddenly remembered something a girl said about my dad when i was in form 3...man,that girl really pissed me off...well,she said something bout my dad cheating people's money and that how horrible my dad is...and she said something about how chinese people always go around looking for pros..well,i remembered the pros sentence exactly because that day someone said something like that in you tube as well...she said,"i know now why your dad never raped his children..it's because there are so much chinese prostitutes around..." i replied her...u said so because ur dad raped u b4 is it?well,u can't blame me..she started it...well,to tell the truth,i never regretted telling her that...and after that,i really couldn't stand her anymore,i stood up and i walk toward her..."don't u fucking say another word about my family!"...but she just kept continuing...i walked up towards her and i wanted so badly to punch her right in the face...well,i didn't and i ended up punching the table beside her which shut her up and which made my hand bruise...and it hurts so bad that time...well,i had two choices during that time...either to cry or not to backed down...well,if it's something i did wrong,i would usually choose to cry but when u get me bubbling...i don't think so even ice water could cool me down...see...i could be soft and hard..haha!i ended up having sore hands for several days and my parents don't even know bout this...there's one thing i really regret not doing..punching her...i might get kicked out of school but i felt so useless not punching her...u might ask me to go punch a punching bag but punching a human flesh and a punching bag is two totally different feel....well,let's see...when else did i get violent...hmm...besides scratching car that is..because i just can't keep count how many cars i've did...well,there was once when i was working and once when a guy touched my boobs and once when a girl called me a bitch..but i just slapped her...OMG...i've called so many people bitches as well..thank god they didn't know..or else.....well,that's about all that i remembered..maybe in future there are still much to go...sometimes,i think the law of our country s not strong enough...i could do lots of bad stuff and still get away with it..my mum once said,"since the law can't help u,u should just help yourself"...

disclaimer:18-sx:too much vulgarity

p/s:will i get sued for saying all these?if i will den i will say all these are just fictions and creation of my own...thus,i shall not post up who that bitch is(though she claim she's an angel in my friendster's list)....i miss my minor days...

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

happy birthday SZIEN!

Written at 2:00 AM on 0 comment(s)

Today is a very special day as it's my darling sister's birthday...Happy Birthday Szien...May you get everything you wish for......

give u a big big cake since i can't be there to celebrate it with u..but at least i gave u ur present d right...

GLAD YOU'RE MY SISTER

I just want you to know how happy i am

to have you for a sister

there are times...like right now...

when i wanna let you know exactly how i feel

To put it simply,i don't just like you..i love you!!!

even if you weren't my sister,i'd still enjoy being with you

It's true that we've had occasional disagreements over the years,

but that's how we got to know each other better

to respect on another's self-worth

and value each other's uniqueness

I appreciate the many ways you've help me

you have a real talent of knowing just when i need you the most,

i know i can count on you for support and encouragement,

and you've always been able to make me feel good about myself...

and life...

You've brought something special to our family,too...

life just wouldn't be the same without you...

and all the wonderful memories you've given me

I'm so happy to have you as my sister...

dedicated to dearest and most beloved sister SZIEN

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

piggy moon cake

Written at 10:08 PM on Sunday, September 23, 2007 0 comment(s)

with the moon cake festival just around the corner,i thought i was not going to have any luck of having any mooncake to eat...well,to my surprise,my roomie brought back moon cake for me...and the moon cake is so cute....it's the shape of a pig....cute right?o..the mountain in the middle is dono what shanghai dono what....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

quotes of life

Written at 6:07 PM on 0 comment(s)

Ivan Panin said:
For every beauty there is an eye somewhere to see it.
For every truth there is an ear somewhere to hear it.
For every love there is a heart somewhere to receive it.

does this means for every person out in the world,there is always someone there for you?as most people know,the world is getting smaller now and there are less guys than girls now...if the quote is true,does that means that more lesbians will be made....to me,i think the safest sexuality being to be now is to be a bisexual...then,i wouldn't have to worry whether i should like girl or guys then...because,i can have both and not worry bout extinction....well,people tend to be in love every now and then....i would say,it's a proud and happy feeling when someone is in love....i wonder,is there anyone who will be in love with each other forever?i know there is when we watch movies...and seeing people growing old together,having walks at the park...i had never seen myself as one of them...it might be because i might die sooner than i think*choi choi choi* or the fact that everyone is dying young or just the fact that i might not be able to find someone who will love me till my olden days...people will have mid life crisis but what does it makes u if u have life crisis at the age of 19?has the age range of mid life crisis gotten younger?or have i just gotten older?

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

eat to live or live to eat?

Written at 5:48 AM on 0 comment(s)

with exam just around the corner,i shouldn't be reading books like amy beh's but i am...well,after i get back home,i said i wanted to go for picnic ma...so gotta get ready...can't wait till carly they all come down and visit me den i can bring them to the beach for picnic though i shall not say that beaches in Penang are way clean..still ok la...what to do...our government don't prepare enough recycle bin for us....well,i saw a recipe of a spring roll and i find it delicious though quite difficult to make because lots of ingredients...but i really want it..so i will do it when i get back home....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

desires cum reality after A2...

Written at 1:15 AM on 0 comment(s)

man,my desire to finish my A2 is so strong....that's because i wanna do lots of things after my A2 paper...I wanna :-

eat at chillis
cook spaghetti with red wine
go on a picnic
watch a movie
find a job
get married and not study anymore (still considering)

i asked carly what she wanna do after A2 and she said she wanna go home and rot... =.="
if i'm given a choice,i wish i would be abducted by alien and den turn into a human with a smarter brain...haha!!man,i wish i could be a better person......

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

should i be proud or not?

Written at 12:01 AM on 0 comment(s)

someone gave me something today tho i'm not sure whether i should be proud of it or not....it's a weird award though i do not deny that i am what the award states...

so..should i be proud?

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

Written at 6:25 PM on Saturday, September 22, 2007 0 comment(s)

my tooth was bleeding so badly yesterday,i thought my blood might dehydrate....well,it felt much better now.....can't wait till i finish my exams to get back home..man,i miss home so much.....what a pity i stay so far..if i stay near,i would be able to go back every day...hmphh.....i feel like having waffle but i'm just too lazy to go down and buy and i feel like eating rice but i can't....haiz....thank GOD there's things like milo and milk and i think i can't even eat porridge because it actually hurt my teeth to even have to open my mouth and i can't even chew....i even find it difficult to talk.....grrrrr......

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

toothache

Written at 3:44 AM on 0 comment(s)

my tooth ache...*sob sob*..i'm having a toothache..GOD,it hurts like hell.....can't even brush my teeth without hurting it....is it true that teeth could only fall twice?if so,i'm so worried cause i don't know if this tooth had fallen out or not...if it had,it would be difficult for me to laugh again...because it's the front tooth....great...now i seriously only can eat food from a straw.....hmphh.....seriously...it hurt so bad,i don't think so i could go to bed....i need a dentist...yet,im afraid of dentist..i always had been......i had only visited a dentist once and i cried when i entered the clinic.... :~o( boo hoo hoo....hopefully it's not my tooth falling out..maybe it's just a phase it's going through...maybe it might feel well in a couple of days....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

menopause?

Written at 12:52 AM on 0 comment(s)

i don't know what came over me..maybe it might be depression or insanity or just pure pressure but nowadays,all that i feel is anger and helpless...i don't know what triggered these feelings but it might consume me if it doesn't stop now....i feel angry most of the time and i can hardly even fake a smile nowadays....help me get over it plz.....ARGHHHHH!!!!!!see...............told you guys,it's hard being me......

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

real lawyers have blogs?

Written at 3:41 AM on Friday, September 21, 2007 0 comment(s)

i was blog surfing just now and i came across a blog which i find quite interesting-real lawyers have blogs ...hmmm,it feels kinda weird that lawyers have blogs..to me,i would see a lawyer as having totally no time whatsoever to write blogs as they might just have too much work to do...but then again,this shows that the market for lawyers are shrinking in size..haha!but then AGAIN..it hasn't been updated since last year....haha!

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

thanks again

Written at 4:58 PM on Thursday, September 20, 2007 0 comment(s)

today,someone gave me an award which got me feeling so touched.....someone said that i made then smile after reading my blog...i like it very much when i see someone smiling and i especially like it so much when that someone who made them smile was me....thanks so much for this....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

maybe an occupation?

Written at 3:22 AM on Wednesday, September 19, 2007 0 comment(s)

Your Learning Style: Practical and Rational

You aren't afraid of hard work... or learning something completely on your own.

You Should Study:

Accounting
Business
Civil Engineering
Finance
Health administration
Law
Medicine

did this test after seeing it on Natalie's blog..kinda fun...and sort of make me more confident..haha!

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

random thoughts

Written at 12:59 PM on Tuesday, September 18, 2007 0 comment(s)

i've been giving it some thought after watching Sex in The City....well,u know right how everyone is always saying sex before marriage is not good...well,i've been thinking...why is it that everyone keep telling us that but they never did tell us the reason and i've been thinking..id that is so,if next time i'm to have a baby girl,should i just tell her that sex before marriage is bad and not the reason...as humans,i do not deny that we are curious creatures and if one was to tell me that something is bad and not have the reason,won't i be more curious to find out why?why is it that they do not have sex-ed in school like those western schools...besides making the role of parents easier,won't it teach the students more about why they should be careful with sex?i think,in my opinion,our parents keep teeling us that sex before marriage is bad probably because

they don't want us to get pregnant
they're afraid we might contract STD for not knowing how to use condom
they want us to save sex for the one special person in our life though nowadays,no one can ensure us that marriage is a once in a lifetime thing

well,i think when my baby girl has her first boy friend,only then shall i proceed on to explain the danger of sex to her...though i do envy my friends who did not make full use of a condom and now is happily married to her husband....i think her baby is almost 3 years old now...she was pregnant when i was in form 4...hmm,sometimes,i get so fed up with books,i tell myself,maybe i should just stop studying and get married...haha!though when that time come,i might be wishing for something else..humans are never satisfied..that is why opportunity cost will always exist.....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

Carly and me

Written at 1:23 AM on 0 comment(s)

Smile

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

interesting photo

Written at 1:16 AM on 0 comment(s)

as i went through my cousin's boyfriend's photos,i saw an interesting photo...well but actually that's not the main thought that i would like to post about now...actually,as i flipped through the photos,actually,i kept thinking back of my cousin's(Angela) life....when i was young,(around 6 like that)i went over to her house in Kuala Kangsar once in a while to overnight....well,she was always studying all the time and her mum was a teacher and a part time tuition teacher...well,she was a very diligent girl and i guess it all paid off....she's now a pharmacist and she's in Australia now with Patrick ....he's a pilot and i really do envy her...as she's living off my once upon a time dream...i had always dream to have a Caucasian boy friend(she said he's her tom cruise) and i had always wanted a life like hers...well,it might be too late or not for me...but i can keep trying.....even if it's too late or my life would never be like hers but at least,i know,i tried....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

another surprise?

Written at 12:34 AM on 0 comment(s)

living in an all-girls block truly has it's ups and downs...just now when i went for my night shower,i saw an apple in the bath room...it's "NOT" unusual for me to have an apple in the bath room....while showering,i kept thinking,does the person eat and shower at the same time?what about when she bath her hair?won't shampoo get into her mouth as well?well,carly,this just goes to show that i ain't all that "tam chiak" at all....at least i don't eat while i bath or while i shit..haha!!eat and shit at the same time...let it in then out..haha....sort of like a rabbit...

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

i want one of those

Written at 5:31 PM on Monday, September 17, 2007 0 comment(s)

today,a friend of mine had put up a photo of a sign which she hung up at her door....weird for someone to be hanging this up but according to her,a lot of people just keep ringing her doorbell thus she came up with this...but well,despite all this,the ringing still continued....=.="

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

welcome to my life

Written at 7:57 AM on 0 comment(s)

Simple Plan-Welcome to My Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud

That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more?

Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies

While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face

And no one ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

You never had to work it was always there

You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

why do i blogged so much?

Written at 4:07 AM on 0 comment(s)

a friend of mine kept asking me,why do i blogged so much...i think i blogged so much is probably because i kept having so much nonsense on my mind and that i needed desperately to get them off my mind so i blogged them out to asked for opinions on my thoughts but to no avail at most time as my c-box is always very out dated as hardly anyone left anything on them...sometimes when i see something and i feel the urge to voice them out and yet,i can't voice them out in the open sometimes,(if not i might be like namewee and gotta move out of the country)so i voice out my opinions in my blog...well,actually most of all,I'm just a chatterbox and so kepo,i just gotta blog about everything...besides that,just wanna share my ups and downs with anyone who might have some interest in them...sometimes,when u feel so sad,you might think that the best thing to do is to get a night out with your girlfriends to drown out the sorrow at a pub,but for me,when i feel really down,i would very much prefer to be in my room with a box full of tissues and write out my emotions....i cry easily,this i shall not deny,but i cry for particular reasons every time...i do not cry to get what i want..i cry when i feel guilty,sad,pity,even when I'm happy....see...how terribly wrong my emotions are....but i feel so much happier to be able to cry to my heart's content rather then not being able to cry and keep it in all the time...how saddening would that be?

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

another day with the truth beneath the lies

Written at 9:33 PM on Sunday, September 16, 2007 0 comment(s)

i wanted to let u know so much how angry i was at you but seeing that you were so worried,i decided not to..i took the blame and i put it on myself....i just wish you would be happy with her and thanks for the lies u told me...and up till this particular moment,you still haven't found the guts to tell me the truth...i'm really sick of all this lies and i don't wanna have to keep on posting up post about how pathetic i am to feel sad over what you did...if only you could've start telling me the truth,i wouldn't be so damn pissed off and people wouldn't start asking me whether i am jealous about it...do u find a need to lie to me?your career might come first but what's more iportant is that are you with her?if your answer is another no,den screw you...i don't wanna listen to anymore of your lies.....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

how normal can sometimes be uncomfortable?

Written at 7:03 PM on 0 comment(s)

when everyone still stays the same and someone changes,the whole situation would be so different and somehow,one would seems to be able to see that,how normal can sometimes be uncomfortable...sometimes,when someone goes to the other side,you'll miss them,especially if you are very close to them....but when the relationship was already in the past,you would realize that you won't be as sad as those who are in the "are" period...this just is life i guess...wanted to cry and i know crying is pretty normal till someone kept on calling me a cry baby then only i started realising,yuan lai crying isn't all that normal...so,i would try my best to not cry outside...i can only cry when no on is looking....sometimes,keeping in tears could seriously cause depression....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

twisted happy day

Written at 3:18 AM on 0 comment(s)

today,i went to Mid Valley with Carly,Jess,Kai Yang and Wilson....when we went,we watch a movie-Fracture,then i went for my stuffs and that celaka guy wasn't working again even though i've already called him and he said that he was working...argh!spoiled my day d...den after that we went to Chili's for lunch..well,i had a good time with all of them despite the horrible service from the waiter and the waitresses....after that,i went to SaSa to get my something and after that went to Top Shop to buy stockings...after that,we went to have dinner with Jess's family and later,we went to hang out in Jess's house for a few hours den dinner....what a full day...after that we send Jess and Kai Yang back to the apartment den went for pool...during pool,quarrel with Carly because i say she kept helping people to shoot the ball into the hole...well,i was just kidding den she got angry d...well,at that point,i was really tired d...den really don feel like quarreling with her...after that,someone called me but i was in the middle of the game so i said later i'll call her back....den after that,she send me a message which says that one of my friends got into an accident and she might not make it through tomorrow...she asked me whether i'm back home or not?i really wanna go back and visit her but i really can't make it back...i hate it so much...how come most of my friends either die of accident or illness?people's life are getting shorter and shorter...so i played my last game of pool and sat down....totally moodless...felt like crying there and then but too many people around d...so i came back and called my friend...she said that my accident friend hasn't woke up since the accident this morning and she kept crying...hopefully,she'll make it through....fuck that lorry driver..i hate it when people drive without patience....just now when i drove to Mid Valley,I met a lot of inconsiderate driver...i wonder how those people got their licence?

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

in need of away-time-from-books

Written at 2:18 AM on Friday, September 14, 2007 0 comment(s)

feeling suffocated from books after studying for so long so decided to blog....but nothing much to blog about so would like to just put up SS photos of me and what i do when i'm bored..yesterday when i went to Carly's room,both of us did snapped a lot of SS photos as well....hmm...maybe she might put it up....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

exam time is near....

Written at 5:04 PM on Thursday, September 13, 2007 0 comment(s)

my A2 timetable is as follow:

17 OCT 07 8 15-9 30 Business Studies 1

19 OCT 07 10 15-11 45 Business Studies 2

25 OCT 07 2 00-5 00 Business Studies 3

13 NOV 07 9 45-12 00 Economics 4

21 NOV 07 10 15-11 15 Economics 3

21 NOV 07 4 15-5 45 Law 3

22 NOV 07 2 12-3 45 Law 4

haiz....looking at all the highlighted components in all my books make me feel so unprepared...haiz....worries worries...white hair must be growing non-stop all over my head.....can't wait for it to be over soon yet don't wish to sit for it...haha!how nice if only i could fast forward it to after the exam..without having to worry bout the tension and stress in between.....sometimes,i'm just being unrealistic..haha..sorry....O ya, i was granted an award on Tuesday and i'm so proud of it....

thank you so much for giving me this award though i do think a lot more other people should get it instead....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

something felt so wrong

Written at 9:12 PM on Wednesday, September 12, 2007 0 comment(s)

right now,i've got a weird feeling...something felt so wrong....i don't know what's wrong but it's just that something felt so wrong...i wonder is everything back home ok?i'm so worried...i hate going so far away from home to study..i can't keep an eye on things back home....and i hate having a feeling like this..i'm so unsure about whether whatever i feel will come true...it could be that i'm thinking too much but it could be true as well....everytime when i feel something is not right....my chest will feel so tight and i'll have difficulty breathing..how nice if i have eyes which can tell me whatever i want to know....can't wait for holidays to begin so that i can get back home....actually,despite having an ambition,i still somehow feel not right to be staying so far away from home to study...actually,i sometimes sort of have a feeling that i just wanna finish up my a-levels and just stay at home....just work my ass off...as long as i can keep an eye out for things back home....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

it's 26 inches long!!!

Written at 5:51 PM on 0 comment(s)

i've keep it for a very long time..taking care of it and feeding it with lots of nutritious food....i'm o glad that it's gotten so long....most girls would squeal at the sight of it...well,what am i talking bout?are you thinking it's something dirty?well,it can be considered dirty once in a while....haha!it's actually nothing much....just my HAIR la...haha!dirty because din't wash hair lo..haha...feed it very long d lo...but still very sad cause my hair not really those healthy types like those in sunsilk advertisement and all lo....will go trim off my split ends soon if got people willing to sponsor me money...anyone?and i don't want Carly to volunteer to trim for me..later not straight one..my hair will look lop sided d...still haven't thought what hair style i wanna do la...this hair style has been with me for so long d....i saw a few hairstyles which look very nice but i won't cut my hair like that because i know it doesn't suit me....well,let me upload those photos...hold on...

someone asked me to curl my hair but u know la...so poor...no money curl it....will still keep on thinking what hairstyle to do..any GOOD ideas??

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

the trip

Written at 1:46 PM on Tuesday, September 11, 2007 0 comment(s)

i looked trough my handphone photos and i saw a foto which carly me and wilson snapped the last time we went to Mid Valley to watch the Simpsons...i like this photo so much..hehe!!!i look so CUTE.....haha....cute right??haha...gonna snap lots more photo because A-levels will be over soon...everyone will be going their own way again d..gonna be like form 5 all over again...haha...well...i recently just found out that to enter into Leeds University,one need a pretty good results from their A-Levels...i think i might not be able to make it into Leeds anymore d...haiz....dono what to do....worries worries..getting older and older day by day....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

my meaningless trip

Written at 11:17 PM on Sunday, September 9, 2007 0 comment(s)

just now I went to Mid Valley to get something done..but when I reach there,the guy who was suppose to get me that thing wasn't working..he having off day since yesterday..so actually,it's quite good that I ffk-ed my friends..hehe!!saved them a trip...well,guess it's just "tin yi" that i couldn't get that thing..maybe i should get it after my exam..haha!!!

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

my 100th post!

Written at 10:57 PM on 0 comment(s)

I don't know if I should be pleased or embarrassed, but either way, this will be my 100th post. Already. Boy, I sure do post a lot. What can I say? I have poor self-control when it comes to "expressing" myself! lol! In "honor" of my 100th post, I'm going to do a list of "100 Things About Me".But I have to say...coming up with 100 things about myself is harder than I thought it'd be. (Who knew I would ever struggle for words?) So I guess I'll get to it and see if I come up with enough stuff to fill all the slots...here goes...brace yourselves....

My name is Lim Su-Quinn
I'm the first daughter and the second offspring in the family
I've had lots of pets before
Currently,my favourite pet would be my dog
His name is Stitch
He only has one ball
I'm currently studying in Inti International College Malaysia
I have great friends
I love my family
I hate liars,backstabbers and girls who act like bitches
I have had eaten iguanas before
I have had eaten snails before
I have had eaten cockroaches before
I have had eaten grasshoppers before
I have had eaten spiders before
I have had eaten the ambrio of a duck before
I have had eaten a snake before
I hate it when i disappoint someone i love
I practically tell the truth to people even though it might not be what they want to hear and that might have hurt their feelings
I'm a chatterbox
I practically love every type of animal
I laugh and talk loudly
I love colourful stuffs
I love fluffy and soft stuff
I love the colour pink
I used to lie to get whatever I want
I cry easily
I'm really bad controlling my anger
When I explode,no one can stop me
I collect anything soft and fluffy
My curiosity level is really high
I have a terribly, horribly hard time forgiving someone if I feel they've betrayed me, I'm still working on that
I hate to be a burden to anyone
I love to eat sweet stuffs
I hate bitter stuffs
I love my mom's cooking
I'm a junkie
My dream ambition is to be a lawyer
I'm right-handed
I have black eyes
I love babies and can't wait to have my own
I make friends easily
I can pick things up with my toes, and throw them
I love drinking hot cocoa with whipped cream while sitting by the fireplace with just the glow of the fire
I've learned that no matter how bad something may look, give it time, nothing stays the same forever
I love my cell phones
I love technology
I love peeking into people's lives here in Blogland, it fascinates me
I had no concept of racism until I was in the 3rd grade.
I hate that my innocence had to end
I feel touched easily
I love to snuggle up with my loved ones and fall asleep in their arms
I love cooking
I love it when people enjoy the food i cooked
I hate it when people hate me for no reason
I wouldn't mind spending my friends once in a while
I love it when i receive presents
I love it when my friends are glad to have me as their friends
I hate it when people annoy me when I'm feeling annoyed
I love annoying people
I love music
I love blogging
I love friendster
I don't like it when people spread rumours about me
I hate it when people frame me
I hate to explain myself
I love being good to people who are good to me
I love being mean to people i dislike
I hate to hate people
I love my hometown
I look for something good in everyone
I hate window shopping
I'm a materialistic girl
I won't deny it when someone say something bad bout me which is true
I love getting back at people who have had hurt me
I'm playful when i'm having good mood
Even when I don't look fierce,when I say "no",I really mean it
I slapped someone before for saying something bout me which isn't true
I'm very evil sometimes though I may look innocent
I've twisted a guy's hand before for touching me
I hate guys who don't have respect for girls
I love smiling to people I see
I love crying when I'm down
I love it when I feel happy
I hate it when anything happens to anyone close to me
I had never TP anyone's house,car or bike before
I carry a pen knife around to scratch people's car when they've done something I hate
I love eating
I once set a teacher's bike on fire and was never caught
I don't vandalize public property
I enjoy looking at pretty girls
I enjoy critisizing bitches
I wanna get a teacup poodle one day
My favourite quote is "beauty is a curse on the world"
I hate it when things don't go my way
I'm a great party planner
I love cold weather
I love to make up
I love buying make up
I hate not being rich
I've finally finish my last 100 things about me!

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

decisions,decisions,decisions

Written at 4:55 PM on Saturday, September 8, 2007 0 comment(s)

i recently found out that i have had a trouble with decisions...i find it very hard to make decisions and when i ask people for decisions and when they don't gimme a straight answer and instead shoot a big round and ask me back,i get really irritated....well,recently i had to make a decision whether to go out with my friends or to FFK them and go to another place instead....and when i finally decide not to go then someone started nagging me...and made me feel so guilty...well,ya,i guess it was my fault for asking them to pei me to Mid Valley only to FFK them and a friend of mine decided to cook ratatouille for us....and started telling me about the expensive ingredients and that made me feel even more guilty and when my guilt level reach a certain level,i'll start to cry..haha!!!as most of you would've known,i'm famous for being a cry-baby...haha!!!well,i cried and that somewhat got the friend who nagged me feeling guilty and then she started feeling angry...=.="

well,here's something from her blog....

Of all the sudden she bursted into tears and shocked me off my feet. I quickly tried to calm her down but tears kept falling off her eyes. In that very moment, I had a mixed feelings of guilt and anger too... why do people cry to solve their problems? It NEVER solves anything.

Of course partly it was my fault for making her so indecisive and cried but CRYING do not solve anything! It will never do! If you're going to squash our plans, you should've think twice before making such impromptu decisions. Always so last minute and all the sudden, and I think this is the second time I really felt so furious. The first was last year and I'm not in the mood to discuss over it. I'm so freaking angry now that I've lost all the mood for anything else, including the Hotlink on Tour outside of my block. I need to chill off.

ok la...i'm so sorry for FFK-ing you la...i really feel so guilty ok....i'm going to do the thing that we wanted to go to Mid Valley to do on Sunday since you say you guys don't wanna pei me go d..well,all in all,i wrote this post just to apologize la...SORRY.....and i didn't mean to cry...i just am that cry baby especially everytime when i know something is my fault....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

celaka carly

Written at 1:28 AM on Wednesday, September 5, 2007 0 comment(s)

carly yap fui yin,stop hacking my blog.....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

Car'Lil...

Written at 1:04 AM on 0 comment(s)

Su-Quinn... I will not forget what you'd done to me... turning me evil... just becareful... wherever you are... whenever it is... I'll be watching you~

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

The Truth Beneath Lies

Written at 12:28 AM on 0 comment(s)

For the 4 previous postings on this blog, was written by Carly. Her alter ego took over her during her time in Su-Quinn's room. So, Car'Lil decided to terrorize Su-Quinn's blog over and over again... Now that Carly's back to her normal state, she would not write posts in Su-Quinn's blog again... but so I heard, Car'Lil will return again... await her~

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

The Bus of Happiness... =)

Written at 12:12 AM on 0 comment(s)

I enjoy my new layout... hope my fellow readers do too~ From the picture above, obviously I'm Little Miss Late... because I'm always late for classes. Now that I'm sick, guess I'll be even later than usual... sigh sigh

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

Tidak Tertahan

Written at 11:49 PM on Tuesday, September 4, 2007 0 comment(s)

Ku tidak dapat menyimpan perasaanku selepas sekian lama ini... Aku sememangnya amatlah menyayangi kawanku... CARLY. Tidak terucapnya kasihku kepadanya... Rasanya lagu ini sajalah pengubat rindu dan kasihku kepadanya...

Seindah...
Tiada lagi kau ku ingatkan
Sayang kau hilang
Menanti...
Biar sampai akhir hayat
Ku di dunia ini

(Chorus)Kau tahu betapa
Ku sayang padamu
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
Hanya takdir
Menentukan ia
Ohh Belaian jiwa
Ohh angin
Sampaikan lagu ku padanya
Yang sedih pilu
Terimalah...
Lagu ku jadi teman
Hidupmu untuk selamanya

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

Cough Cough Laugh Laugh

Written at 11:44 PM on 0 comment(s)

I tell you.. Su-Quinn's so desperately sick... I think she cough too much until her throat also can't stand it anymore.... Now her eyes are sore... Hopefully she can make it to class tomorrow... I know my fancy little syiok sendiri blog post made her laugh. Hopefully it can clear off her throat and her nostril... then her eyes won't be so sore anymore... LAUGH MORE okay... I'll try my best to help you one! Yay me!

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

Confessions of A True Friend

Written at 11:42 PM on 0 comment(s)

Actually right... I didn't post that blog (Su-Quinn's whisper) but it was ME... CARLY. Hahaha... I appreciate your love too... hugs n kisses!

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

My Undivided Love for... Miss Carly

Written at 11:28 PM on 0 comment(s)

I hate to admit this but I really do love my dear friend Carly. She's such a nice and great friend... I enjoy her company so much that words cannot describe my feelings for her...

Once upon a time... I went to this nice college called INTI until it was declared a university in June 2006. Whatever right... I stayed in the Block A which is like the poor people's hostel. There I met this wonderful girl named Carly Yap Fui Yin. She's such a nice fellow coursemate and always wake me up before classes. I kept insisting her to go first but she rarely did so... I knew she's just looking for a chance to say....: "Su-Quinn PIG lor! Always cannot wake up for classes... I have to wake her up one...!"

Now that she's in Block C, I really missed her words... her reprimands everytime she comes to my room. Cause all that she does nowadays when she comes my room is to SLEEP SLEEP and SLEEP. Guess that's her new hobby already...

Then Carly always let me irritate her... until she contracted an alter-ego syndrome called Car'Lil the Chainsaw. I felt so guilty... so damn guilty for hurting her feelings.... cannot be cured already... nothing much I can do but to take care of her and not hurt her so much again...

A poem for you... dearest Carly:

Since the day I met you,
You were this snobbish lady walking down the street,
Never even care to lay an eye on your fellow classmate,
You always wave here and there on the way to class,
As if you're THAT popular at all...

I used to hate you... BUT
Now things have changed...
I love you so much and all...
You always take care of me...
I don't mind you sleeping in my room...
Or hitting my head with a basketball...
Because I love you so damn much...
BUT as a friend la...

p/s: I love you Carly

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

lagging laptop

Written at 5:05 PM on 0 comment(s)

i love my laptop very much but sometimes it can irritate me to the max especially when it's moving super slow...especially during times when i needed to use it the most....arghh!!i guess i shouldn't complain so much...at least i have one...haha!!maybe should take it to be reformat soon but i feel so lazy and i wouldn't wanna wast my money formatting it..hehe!!!

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

red eyes...again

Written at 2:20 PM on 0 comment(s)

woke up around 12 something last night and when i tried to close my eyes to sleep back again,my eyes hurt so bad...so i walk to the toilet and when i looked at the mirror,my eyes were so red,it scares me...and i had so much trouble sleeping back last night....i twist and turn for around 3 hours till i finally fall asleep and when i woke up around 9 something,i looked at the mirror and i decided i didn't wanted to go to class...because when i looked at bright things like the light,my eyes will hurt very much...it hurts so much....hopefully,it'll get better soon....haiz....

xoxo,

Su-Quinn

coughing

Written at 1:54 PM on Monday, September 3, 2007 0 comment(s)

i've been coughing like mad these few days d...arghh!!my throat feels so itchy...wanna put my hand in and scratch it...just now i ate a minty minty sweet and it makes my throat feels much better and i'm not coughing as hard anymore...hopefully,i'll feel better soon...hate to cough so much..even when eat chilly or spicy food,i'll have to be careful..if not,i'll cough so much,i won't be able to finish the food....should i go buy myself a cough mixture??but very waste money de wo..what if i stopped coughing?den the cough mixture will go to waste right?unless if i eat it for fun..haha!!get high on cough mixture...

xoxo,

Su-Quinn