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She was Once
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something's on my mind!
Written at 2:02 AM on Wednesday, December 5, 2007 0 comment(s)


it's 2 and i'm felling way tired...today had been a really tiring day for me and though i slept in,i still feel tired....might be because i had lots of house chores to do today....i banked in a cheque for my mum,took the massage chair to be repaired(damn the OGAWA's Chi Master,took it for repair the second time this 6 months d),bought groceries and went to helped around my dad's clinic....on the way to carrefour,i got lost along with my god bro and maid....eh,so long din't go d ok...

after shopping,went for dinner at auto-city and wee yeong messaged me and asked me whether wanna go auto-city to hang out or not...but,his whole gang also i not familiar with one...talk to myself meh?so i went to mcd to fetch kai tien back...our dinner cost rm 50...for 3 person...so expensive....sigh,economy is really bad nowadays...even petrol price going up..what the heck....want to save money also difficult....

anyways,felt really frightened for my results..wonder how horribly i did?tried to not think about it but i just can't help it....really hope i did well....

and after coming back from sending SKT home,came back home andi don't know what fucking hell is wrong with her....she's always with her "black like it's the end of the world" look...i hate it when people do that and talk like i owe her money like that....why can't people have better manners...especially when you had done nothing wrong....and she talk to her friends so nicely....for heaven's sake...look properly la...who's the one stabbing you at the back all the time and who's the one who have your back...do you think it's easy for me to look out for you and worry for you all the time a?it's so damn tiring ok...especially since i'm so far away from home and i have to worry about so many things....thinking about her attitude really makes me sad la...i kept worrying about my family and home...thinking all the time about their safety and knowing there's nothing i can do to protect them...

i wished my sis would change her attitude and realise that it's time for her to learn to play her part at home...i wish i could be at home and take care of my parents..to let them not worry so much about my bro and my sis.....i realised i'm also a burden as my studies still haven't end and i wished i could be smarter and jumped so many classes that i could be working and earn money for my parents so that they won't have to work anymore....to be able to travel the world...i know no matter how hard i pray or how long i pray,the "i wish" would never come true...

i just wish GOD would be kind enough to give me a chance to take care of my parents in return for them caring for me all these years....i wished i could be the eldest and be able to take good care of my family....IF ONLY....


xoxo,

Su-Quinn