it's getting more difficult for me to write out my true feelings here because,I'm beginning to realise that this is a blog instead of a diary...which also means that i can't write out something which might hurt someone's feelings...well,but i would still write out my feelings though i might or might not be directing it to anyone..nowadays,everyone or mostly everyone looks and sound grumpy...i hate the feeling of having to control your temper even when you are not happy with something....just now,i called a friend and i don't know what the heck is her problem but she picked up the phone and "what?"like i owe her my life..look here but no matter how bad my temper is,whenever anyone calls me,i would never use that attitude against them....because i would appreciate it very much when someone calls me...this is to show that i have at least a small small position in their heart at least worth a couple of cents....money are really hard to earn thus i appreciate every single cent worth of it.....i just wish everyone else would to....
besides that,i really hate it when people try to control me.....it's my life....your life is not even perfect...let me be just as i am.....i am me...you are you....
today,an incident happened which is quite taboo if it was to happened to me....a mum of a friend was admitted to the hospital and well,another friend called and prank call her by saying,"something happened to your household"....well,if any of my friends did this to me...i'm sorry but my normal reaction would usually be smashing your head through the wall..... look here but,family members are sacred to me and i love them dearly...so by playing something about them,you're actually insulting me....the girl was quite angry if not furious when she found out and i would like to quote a sentence she said,"no matter whatever joke i pulled,i would never use family members as a joke,what would you feel if i called you and said that,your mum passed away!"the same rule actually apply here.....
P/S:sorry for not updating all the time....really busy with lots of stuffs and felt kinda lazy to..beginning to be a lazy-bum-bum d.....shall try to kick all these bad habits away...
xoxo,
Su-Quinn
