when i said something and when i said it once,i don't like repeating myself,I'm stubborn and especially when i said something that is for your own benefit,i don't like saying it many times,i hate it in fact....ever since,i went to college,I've changed a lot....I'm no longer that violent and vulgar no more but i still stand by my principle....i do still tell the truth straight to your face,even if it may get myself into trouble...because that's just how i am..i might change in future but up till this very point,i like who i am very much...i do hate it when someone i care about think I'm being someone bad..i know i can be stubborn at times but when i say it's for your own good,do you know i really mean it from the bottom of my heart and for you to not appreciate it simply hurts me...but whatever,it's still your own body and may it be good or bad,it's still your choice to make...
i do believe in nature of life..the laughter,tears,happiness,sadness,life and death itself...i believe in all that and i definitely believe in karma...whenever my time comes,if it's my time to die,i shall go willingly....may it bring laughter or tears to your eyes whenever i'm gone,it's still my time to go...i'm not afraid of death itself...may it be that i'm dying a natural death or may it be that i'm dying because of accident or because of my mouth,it's still my time to go....
i don't wanna care bout small things in life especially things that breaks my heart....but i know i will always do...i do wish for a lot of things which are impossible to get....but all in all,i'll still love myself for who i am because there's no other best friend besides myself....
xoxo,
Su-Quinn
