i really wanna act like nothing happened but i can't...how do you just move on?just like that?did all that we just had an illusion?anyways,knowing there's no chance of us being together again...I'm slowly trying to withdraw myself from everything that consist of you....
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How come facebook is not working on my laptop.... *sobs* why is my laptop always giving me problems?totally unreliable.....anyways,being a facebook whore,i won't be able to log on for a little while now....and that's totally bad...no more pet society...no more doing stupid quizzes...maybe it's something kinda good in a way....i'll be able to pay attention to my studies and stop log in in to everyone else's facebook and checking out their status....
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shit....i'm feeling so sleepy and i have class at 8 tomorrow but i can't go to bed because in another 8 more days,i'm having my first mid sessionals paper and not to complain but i swear...it's no easy task revising for it...probably because i'm a procrastinator....like right now,i'm kinda studying in a way but somehow,i'm still with my blog and thinking bout so many things at the same time and kinda stil wishing i'll pass....

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Shall update again soon when i stop feeling so guilty for not staring blankly into my notes....

woah..it's been long since i last blog...sorry blog...it's just that i stopped having the motivation to stick my face on the screen and start expressing how i feel...anyways,what's with my title huh?sorry but i'm back and i'm meaner than before....

a girlfriend of my friend called me in the afternoon and guess what she said?

"stop calling my bf.last warning"

does anyone find this not funny?

Number 1: it wasn't me that called your bf...it was him who called me...

Number 2: if you can't keep your bf heart by your side,how many people are you gonna text it to?(don't you just find it easier to just control your bf instead of all those people around him?)

Number 3: she did asked me how i would feel if my bf did the same thing?well,i didn't tell her this but i would've probably dump his sorry ass......

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there's this guy who's kinda growing on me.....it's his birthday today and i doubt he'll be free thus, i gave him his gift in advance.... i don't think so he liked his gift very much because he just kept complaining... but i'm glad that at least he tried to appreciate it....

anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABDALLAH!
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you know how when you really want something and you can't have it, you'll just feel so down that you can't really function well...well,it's kinda the same when i think about him....i know he don't want it because he's afraid of getting hurt... and i've tried controlling how i felt because i know i shouldn't be selfish.... but sometimes it does gets out of hand and it seems like i'm the one ending up getting hurt.... it really felt painful and i don't wanna feel pain again....i feel like telling him i'm letting go....i think i might tell him tomorrow....