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She was Once
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coughing and swollen finger
Written at 10:03 AM on Saturday, June 13, 2009 0 comment(s)


so many things are running through my brain now...it kinda feel like the monorail running on it's tracks and that it's running at a very high speed and it might run off the tracks at any time....


didn't really tell anyone when i'll be leaving because to be truthful, i'm not really sure either....really hope will be able to leave according to plan but there are always 'what if's' in life....nothing had been feeling right this whole week....my stress level is like way over the top and wish to find someone to care.....probably a lot of ppl do but somehow, i just feel neglected....what's the point of having a bf if all he acts like is just as if he is just a friend.....

a question i would like to ask:

would any of u tell ur partner if one of his/her best friend made a move on u....eg:tried to kiss u?


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


R A I N
Written at 11:53 PM on Tuesday, June 2, 2009 0 comment(s)


i really like it when it rain nowadays....especially during the night because the cold wind would come rushing into my room.... it's raining now...really heavy rain...like cats and dogs.... the sound of it is just too soothing....besides, it's like being in a car wash for the cars.... and girls always look sexier drenched from head to toes...hahaha!!!and when it rains, no one would know if ur crying in it....


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


boyfriends and boy who are friends
Written at 5:18 PM on 0 comment(s)

there are so many types of people and relationship in the world....what i'm about to discuss today is about friendship and boyfriends....i know it's not in my position to say it but i really dislike it when someone put their boyfriend over you...it's wouldn't have mattered much if that person is someone you don't really know because when they do that, you could just act like you did not see it and just walk away...but if it's one of your friend, it's actually quite uncomfortable sitting there and knowing you have to watch it and accept it...

a friend of mine, said she wanted to gimme something but in the end, she added," if u don't want it then i'm going to give it to him"...what i'm trying to point out here is, since she said and look like she would rather if he has it, what else am i suppose to say?i can't possibly tell her then, i want it right?it would be insensitive and obviously dumb of me...and besides, we hardly get to spend time with like a group of us anymore because she's always with him and our time are really limited....





anyways, as i said, there are different people in this world and since she's a friend of mine, i guess, i have to live with it and take it in as it is den....hmmphh....damn, i seriously dislike the way the guy think....



p/s:what's the point of having a boyfriend if all he act like is just a boy who is a friend?


xoxo,

Su-Quinn


love and lust
Written at 1:51 AM on 0 comment(s)


how is one suppose to differentiate between love and lust?sometimes, i wonder is it because of gluttony for affection that causes lust?love seem to be something so pure and real but recently i started doubting love....don't get me wrong, i think love does exist...like the fact that i love my family and friends but to love someone else unconditionally...that is what i'm doubting....is it true that there is a part of you that could love someone unconditionally?i used to think that it might happen....i used to believe in love and fairy tales....but right now, i still haven't found it and right now, i think that love is only a feeling that people make up so that they could hold on to the thought...the thought of being in love...the sweet sweet feeling that one feel when they're in the beginning of the relationship when everything else is such a blur and there seems to be no one else but yourselves....
but lust....lust is a totally different case all together....ok...let's talk bout a senario....there's a girl, Amber, and a guy(obviously), Jesse....the girl and guy met at a club and undoubtly, the relationship gre into something much more serious...they meet up like every single day and one day, the guy just told the girl that this should all stop because of all the guilt they are feeling and how this is all wrong....the girl had never felt this way for a guy before and she and him knew that no matter what, the relationship is going to break down one day....the distance and culture would definitely tear them apart....so they stopped but the girl just wouldn't stop thinking or caring for the guy and she tries to feed off somewhere else....the question here is that, does she still wants the guy just because she knows she can't have him?or is it because, that's really love? and if it's love, could she get her affections fed by someone totally different?will time really heal all of it? is it just a phase?
love and lust?why are they so difficult to differenciate?guys stinks and love sucks....


xoxo,

Su-Quinn