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She was Once
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of the EXes and the CURRENTs
Written at 10:24 PM on Sunday, March 21, 2010 0 comment(s)

well, did something utterly stupid just now....sometimes, i think i'm just too emotional.... there's this guy i used to have a CRUSH on...well, i knew from way long ago that he was in a relationship but it was not out in the open, well, now that it's posted on his profile....arghhh!!!it just felt, somehow...it's not that i'm not happy for him because i am and it's not that because i'm not over him...i am... it's just that deep down, i'm jealous i guess... even though i'm happy with HIM being ME&HIM now....well, i did not wanna lie to him so i told him the truth bout the CRUSH and how i felt towards his status and even though he said it's fine, i know it was a really dumb move which i shouldn't have take... anyways, i wanna apologize for being stupid and i LOVE HIM... so very much and i wish he did not take this the wrong way as to that i might still have something for the CRUSH....

relationship rules are so complicated