after many many many months of preparation to only find out that the event is to be postponed....though i know i am in no position whatsoever to get mad but somehow, i do feel it...hurt and betrayed....hard work and slaving away to make the event a success but now i finally realize, what's the point of working hard when not everyone is on the same boat, working as hard as u...and finally, u know u have no say and no power to say no to whatever decision that they decide to make.....all i can do is just to rant and complain....anyways, i'm glad that he promised to get me what i want and what is most important but just by getting the certification and not being here to see the event go through, you'll still feel like something's missing....i actually thought that i was going to be able to go through by keeping it in myself but listening to all the participants grumbling, i feel bad...i feel bad that i promised them so much just to turn out to be BULLSHIT...anyways, i'm sorry guys and thanks a lot for not giving me so much trouble and just forgiving me this way.... i promise to have better management skills next time and i also promise never to work hard for someone else's event anymore.... NOTHING IS CERTAIN.....