was web hopping ( or whatever it is called ) and I came across a webpage which I find amusing yet derogative... anyway, it's about suicide (click on <----) and don't get me wrong.. I am not contemplating about whether or not I would like to commit such an act.... Just find him funny and the hate mail it generates is massive.... sometimes, I sit back and wonder "is anyone really willing to do anything for fame and fortune?".... anyway, I'm still packing (anyone surprised?) and I know I should have been done by now but look at what I'm doing right now?? blogging.. out of all the things that I should have been doing.. such as CLEANING MY FRIGGING HOUSE!!!! and since everyone left... I'm all alone in the house... sad sad... wishing my maid was here... hmmmphh!! but then again... seeing how she gives my mum heart attack everytime my mum asked her to do something, maybe it would be better if I chuck all the stuff away myself.. lol...

but then again, I'm going home to these....

can't believe I haven't even seen the youngest one yet.... see how cute he is?? can't wait to hug him like he's a teddy bear... lol... hopefully, he won't feel suffocated...

and and and....

FINALLY....

can't wait to go to Indon and visit my baby sis....
might blog tomorrow about all the people I meet here....
procastination has taken too long and I still frigging need to go bank in money for the shipping company tomorrow and buy the all butter scones which my mum loves Oh-so-much....

a little shoutout to all those who took some time out of their busy schedule to celebrate my bday with me .....

Thank you guys so much...
Was complaining to Tara and Hannah that this is the first birthday that I celebrated without a birthday cake and they went and got me muffins.. and their's pink... so instead of one cake, I got six....

and the next day, went for dinner with Yuen, Ser Reen and May Reen.... was stuffing ourselves with all our left overs and whatever that we could find, and when we were all so full, Ser Reen was like, " should we eat dessert now?" and since I vaguely remember Yuen saying she's got ice cream at home, I was like "yeah!!! time for ice cream" and they were distracting me with me talking to May Reen with my back turned towards the door and suddenly they turned off the light and brought in the cake, I was genuinely surprise... Thank You so much guys.... I really appreciate it!!!

Love you guys so so so much!!!!!